What is happening?!

First and foremost, Matthew Weiner has been added to the extremely long list of men in Hollywood who have allegedly abused their power and committed acts of sexual harassment and/or assault. I’m disgusted and pissed because I love Mad Men and I have been working on a very detailed and carefully crafted blog post on the series…for months!! I’m just going to scrap it for now until he’s proven innocent, otherwise, f*ck that guy. Also, Mark Schwahn from One Tree Hill? Should I toss my blog post that posted a couple of years ago? I mean, who’s next? Oh yeah, f*cking Ed Westwick from Gossip Girl. Damnit, Chuck Bass!

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That has a whole new meaning.

I’m just so disappointed, guys. I’ve been in love with film and TV for as long as I can remember and these morons are sickening me. I don’t know if I should invest my time and money on watching. Also, I’m studying and paying thousands of dollars to eventually move out to LA to pursue TV…

Don’t even ask me how I feel about that…

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I’m just so confused.

Presently, I miss having a supportive circle of people around me that I love and trust. Every day I feel like I am walking on eggshells and worrying about things like grades and projects that shouldn’t be taking up all of my time and energy. I thought that I was ready for the world. Site-seeing. Learning about different cultures. Falling in love. Dreaming big. Ect. Ect. But no, I’m in front of a computer, soaking in the news that breaks my heart, and losing so much sleep over my schoolwork. I still haven’t found something that makes me want to get up in the morning and jump for joy. I thought grad school would be that, but it’s just not. I like being surrounded by like-minded individuals and learning new things in class, but it all feels kind of empty. I don’t know, maybe I’m just sad and miss home. But that’s just the thing, I was so ready to get away from home and be out on my own.

These days, I just don’t know what I want. Will I ever? I don’t want to pass up opportunities, but I also don’t want to be stuck in a situation where I’m missing out on things that will actually bring me joy.

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I’m glad I have this blog to vent my emotions and I know that most of you all are here to read about TV and film, etc – but sometimes life matters more, you know. I’m going to do my best to prosper in my classes and get out to LA and really give this dream a chance. It’s something that I’ve worked so hard for and I owe it to myself to give it my all. In the meantime, I just need to give myself a chance to really fall in love with this new city and allow some hope and joy in my life.

Here’s to loving life and trying to make this all work! I’ll keep you all posted.

’til next time.

 

 

 

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Where Have I Been?

Hi everyone!

I’m so glad that many of you have been checking out my posts! I’m definitely working on a few new things, but I’ve been gearing up for grad school and just trying to decompress. It’s only May and I already feel like it’s been a long year.

With that said, I’ll try to have some new posts here for the summer before I dive into my first semester of school!

Take care and watch lots of TV!

Ke’ara

Happy New Year!!

I wish you all an exciting and healthy new year! I hope that you set goals for yourself and achieve them ten-fold. My main goal is to follow through with my tasks and to not allow myself to feel pressured or stressed. There are so many things that I didn’t achieve in 2016, but there are even more things that I did. I’m proud of myself for writing as much as I did here and for sparking conversations with like-minded people. My hope is to do even more of that this year.

So stay tuned, because it’s going to be a big year!

Happy 2017! [confetti emoji]

Checking In!

Hi everyone,

I just wanted to check in with you all and let you know that I’m here and I’m watching a TON of TV. As usual. Ok, so I’m planning a bunch of posts for 2017. I want to talk about more TV, but also continue to spotlight some of my favorite films and songs, etc.

Here’s what I’m thinking: On a monthly basis, I want to have at least ONE extensive TV post and a film review. Here and there I’ll post about music because those are a lot easier and faster to do. I’ve been watching newer TV series lately, but I definitely want to continue talking about my favorite classics. This means that some rewatching is required.

I’m glad that you all have been enjoying my content as reading takes a lot more time to do versus watching reviews on Youtube or something. I hope you all are well and enjoying the holiday season!

Let me know what you’re watching. 🙂

‘Til next time.