TV: Buffy, the Vampire Slayer

Music Recommendation: “Wild Horses” by The Sundays (Re: The Rolling Stones)

Alright, so I tried to ease you all into my loaded brain of fictional obsessions last year, but it’s about to get real! This year I want to talk about some of my all-time favorite series and maybe even do part-twos or threes on the series that I posted about last year. The thing about television is that there’s always something new to discover the more you watch it or you can talk about different aspects of episodes, seasons, and the series as a whole. Or, you can focus on the key themes that link one specific series to others. My last big TV post was on Supernatural and as I was writing it, I couldn’t help but think about my other favorite series with similar thematic structures.

And with that said…


The fact that I’m even attempting to write a blog post about why Buffy, the Vampire Slayer is one of the most amazing / intelligent television shows in the history of television is INSANE, because I honestly can’t express everything in mere words and plus, I’m not an expert on all things Buffy or even Joss Whedon (for that matter) – even though I think that I am. But you know, I can’t just not write about Buffy. I mean, it’s BUFFY!

I’ll start with how I got into the series. It was my senior year of high school and I was in the midst of applying to colleges and taking on an internship while in school. So, I was going through two huge changes in my life: working for the first time and getting ready for college. You know how college admissions ask for personal essays and statements to explain why you’re a good fit for a certain school / program or why college is even something that you want to do?

Well, like I mentioned in previous posts, high school was just not for me. I felt out of place from day one and just having to go through the motions along with the politics of cliques and clubs and your childhood friends ch-ch-changing just wasn’t something I cared about putting my energy into. After the first semester of freshman year, I was simply over it.

High school? Nah, I’d rather watch Buffy.

I was a model student, though, and I think the best part about high school was the opportunity to apply to college my senior year. I made sure that I focused all of my energy into getting into college. However, the free time that I had outside of college apps and working – I started watching shows that I wanted to watch when I was younger, but I had  never got around to them back in the day. Buffy was on my list and from the pilot episode (there are two versions) I was more than ready to start binge watching. Six or seven years later, I’m still wishing I was a part of The Scooby Gang.

Let’s watch all of the seasons!

I also think that it’s hilarious that Sarah Michelle Gellar was actually a part of the original Scooby Gang as she played Daphne in the live-action Scooby Doo films.

Buffy honestly got me college-ready. The wit and the experimental story ideas (season four’s Hush, for example) really made me decide that television (and writing) was absolutely what I wanted to study. Joss Whedon became something of a GOD to me in terms of writing and directing TV, so of course I watched Angel, Firefly, and Doll House after Buffy. If Whedon’s name is on it, I’ll watch it. The whole concept of ‘smart’ writing never really clicked until Buffy and I’m honestly glad that I started watching when I did, because I probably wouldn’t have appreciated the series as much as a kid.


Yeah, sure the vampires and supernatural beings would have definitely peaked my interest as a kid, but the actual writing and stylistic filming techniques probably would have went over my head. Not to say that I was a dumb kid or anything, but watching the show at the time of applying to college and deciding on my major was just perfect timing. Once I began college, I wrote about Buffy every chance that I got. It’s just one of those shows that you could branch so many topics off of like: feminism and post-feminism, life and death, the strange and familiar, adolescence, and of course, the human obsession with vampires and the supernatural.

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To not make this post an academic essay (or several essays), I’ll just maybe mention these elements within some of my favorite episodes (as well as talk about why I love these episodes) and what they meant as stepping stones in Buffy’s Slayer journey.

And there are tons of SPOILERS for those of you who still haven’t seen the series. I’ll stop you right now, because I would hate to ruin all of the juicy surprising moments in the show. Plus, you just have to watch and take in all things Buffy before you go off reading anything about it. It’s quite the journey, I promise. So, go watch it! Then, come back here.

I’m also going to do something different here from previous TV posts. Normally, I include a music recommendation at the beginning of each TV post (and I did here for Buffy as well), but I’ll also include a music ‘wish list’. Basically, since Buffy included a lot of underground or uber-original / not so mainstream music – a lot of the songs from the series aren’t really known about. You pretty much have to watch to know the music.

Since I love music as much as I love television, I tend to listen to something and think about other mediums totally unrelated to the song. There are of ton of pre / post-Buffy songs that I love and I actually begin to think about the series when I listen to them. I wish these songs could have been in the series and  I could totally see these songs performed at The Bronze or during a pivotal moment. Here are some of them:

Help I’m Alive – Metric

Can you hear my heart beating like a hammer?

Wolf Like Me – TV On the Radio

Howling. Forever.

Savior – 30 Seconds to Mars

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Don’t save me, cause I don’t care.

Silver Coin – Angus & Julia Stone

I’ll miss you when you’re gone.

Myxomatosis – Radiohead



Afraid – The Neighbourhood

Somebody else is going to end up being me.

Alright, let’s actually start talking about Buffy. I’ll try my best to keep organized, because I tend to go askew when talking about this series.

Season One – What Is a Slayer Anyway? 

“In every generation there is a chosen one. She alone will stand against the vampires the demons and the forces of darkness. She is the slayer.” – Pilot 

It’s funny that I discuss in my Supernatural post the concept of supernatural ‘hunters’ as it’s a show that came a little less than a decade after the premiere of Buffy. I talk about the women in the show and how there just has to be female hunters, because why wouldn’t there be? Well, now we’re here talking about the biggest and baddest female hunter of all. Buffy Summers. The [then] generation’s newest vampire slayer.


The first season of Buffy branched from the film that came a few years before it while at the same time becoming it’s own thing. The season focused on Buffy battling the monster-of-the-week (including a witch, a cyber-demon, evil hyenas, an invisible girl, and of course vampires) while also trying to keep up with the crowd in high school and do normal teenage girl stuff. She accepts her birthright of being ‘the chosen one’ that has to fight the baddies, but she also just wants to hang out with her friends, date boys, try out for the cheer-leading team, and possibly not fail her classes.


I just love Buffy this season with her bubbly personality. This is probably one of the campiest seasons of the series, but it covers a lot of ground work in terms of setting of thematic plots, characters and character relationships, as well as making the audience laugh. There’s a lot less doom and gloom (and I’m not saying that I don’t enjoy some of the doom and gloom in the series), which works because it’s the first season. It was the beginning of the journey and the perfect time for immaturity and fun and Buffy has a load of wisdom for us viewers and her newly founded Scooby Gang.


When I first watched season one, I laughed mostly at the fact that Buffy was the superhero. Like, I just loved how absurd it all seemed at the time. She would twirl her hair and have these little cute lolly-pops during the day while bantering with Willow and Xander, and by nightfall, she was the one staking vampires and fighting a ventriloquist dummy (who turned out to be the good guy).

I love hanging with you guys, but don’t forget we have to patrol tonight.

Buffy constantly tries to get out of Slayer training with her Watcher, Giles, who is there to guide her and ‘try’ to teach her the importance of strengthening her Slayer skills and stamina, plus he’s all about that research. He is a librarian, by the way. Buffy trains and follows his lead, but her mind is mostly on the who’s and what’s at Sunnydale High and at The Bronze night club (for teens apparently).


One of my favorite episodes from season one is Never Kill A Boy On the First Date. Buffy meets Owen, the mellow mature hottie from school that notices (mistakes) Buffy as focused and totally on his mature level. He’s right to an extent, because Buffy does have a lot of responsibility and balances out her school schedule with her Slayer duties as much as she can tolerate. Her blossoming relationship with Owen comes at an odd time when The Master (The Big Bad of the season) receives his anointed one. Basically, his man on the outside to raise some hell. For the longest time, we think it’s this paranoid super religious guy that gets turned into a vampire and kills a bunch of people on a bus. I mean, he ends up being pretty dangerous too, but he’s totally a red herring.

Anyway, as hell is being raised, Buffy ends up making Angel (the then unknown vampire) jealous with her new courtship with Owen. With all that I know about Angel now, this episode just gets better every time I watch it.

Mr. Steal Yo’ Girl

Owen, being the mature and protective guy, ends up following Buffy to her Slayer mission of the night (fearing that she’s in danger) and kind of gets in the way (no more than Willow and Xander – but they know and accept Buffy as the Slayer). So the basic point of the episode is to show the complications that Buffy faces trying to date a normal guy while having to seriously deal with the evil in town.

buffy maybe i like you

And then there was the Angel episode. Since the pilot, I fell in love with this guy. He pops in to give Buffy the scoop on what all the commotion is about in the underground, lingering just enough to make Buffy (and myself) fall for him and he for her. Then, he’s gone in a split second. Leaving us pining for him and wanting more. Angel gives us a chance to really hang out with Angel, which is all the more time to fall even more in love with him. He gets hurt and Buffy rescues him and invites him into her home for a sleepover. The tension is real! Here he is: tall, dark, and sexy. And here is little o’ Buffy, patching him up (he’s shirtless) and giving him a safe place to stay for the night. He’s in her bedroom without her mom knowing!


You know how you have that one guy in high school (or middle school) that you totally crush on. You think about him constantly. Well, Buffy actually gets to make her dream a reality. It’s so romantic and cheeky. What could go wrong here…


The season one finale, Prophecy Girl, shows Buffy and the team fighting all sorts of evil. The frightening part is that The Master actually rises and Buffy has to face him. Alone. She is terrified, because she doesn’t want to die. There’s so much more that she has to live for.


The first time watching this episode, I was so scared for Buffy. Sure, she’s been kicking butt all season. But, I didn’t know how bad The Master would be in terms of the main villain of the series. I didn’t know if she would lose someone close to her (because I knew that she would somehow live with all the other seasons waiting for me to watch). I loved that she had Xander and Willow at her side during her face-offs with the baddies. Seeing how quickly Jesse was killed off way early in the season, I was [not] ready to see who would be next.


Also, it still hadn’t sunk in that Buffy was the superhero in this story. I didn’t like the idea of her facing The Master alone. To me, it was like an innocent lamb up for slaughter. And indeed, Buffy dies in the episode, but it doesn’t stick. It does however trigger a loophole in the whole Slayer prophecy, which we don’t find out until later. Until then, The Master is put out of his misery and the world is saved, for now.

Also, I just love how snarky and crude Cordelia is in season one. It’s like she tried to avoid Buffy and her squad at all costs, but something always pulled her in. I especially love it when she allows herself to open up and be vulnerable.



Season Two – Surprise!

Season two of Buffy is definitely ranked high on my list of favorite seasons of the series and favorite seasons of television in general. The big curve ball towards the mid-point is one of the best smacks in the face that I’ve ever received while watching a television series. Also, the comedy is just amplified to another level with Seth Green joining the cast and the characters really finding their own. All of them add something special to the bunch.

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Seth, I knew you way back when.

The Scooby Gang is just on point this season with Oz, Cordelia, and Angel on board. We have the perfect balance of those that make us laugh, cry, angry, and those that make us think. There’s no one just taking up space and wasting time (cough, Riley). Everyone feeds off of each other’s personality, creating some of the best moments of banter.



We’re also introduced to Spike this season and he’s someone that we’re never going to be rid of. And that’s the way it should be. He and his sadistic lover Drusilla are our initial ‘Big Bads’ this season. Spike crashes into town, introducing us to a whole other level of villainy. Basically, we can’t really hate him, because we love him.


I remember thinking that I knew Buffy and that I could follow along with her journey pretty easily and that the show was somewhat predictable and straightforward, like the Slayer prophecy. Turns out, Buffy died last season so another Slayer had risen.

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Doesn’t have the same ring to it, huh? And even though Xander did some CPR on Buffy to ‘resurrect’ her, she had still technically died. A prophecy is a prophecy. One falls and another rises.


The whole point of Buffy having so much responsibility and being ‘the chosen one’ to have to put her life on hold and save others is kind of debunked. There was technically someone else to lend a hand or even take over. Kendra has the equal amount of responsibility and capability to be The Slayer. Which comes in handy this season.


I also thought that bad guys were to be clearly detectable and the good guys were always the good guys. But, no. Season two was all about flipping the show on its head and letting the audience know that things aren’t always what they appear and the characters that we love can turn into the most frightening. Case in point: Angel.


Coming from the revelation of Angel being a vampire in season one, I already had a taste of what it could be like if Buffy had to take him down. However, season one set me up to trust Angel and to root for him and Buffy. And the first half of season two surely did.

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Buffy was growing up and thinking more about Angel and growing closer to him – emotionally and physically. Angel is seen trying to push her away, but wrestles with the fact that he has fallen ‘madly’ in love with her.


Then, Surprise! Watching this episode (and part two Innocence) made me realize what the phrase ‘total eclipse of the heart’ really means. Thanks Bonnie Tyler. Seriously, I was over the moon for Angel. I was falling in love and realizing that I was falling in love with him – just like Buffy. It was wrong, but it was so right.


Watching them succumb to their love for each other tied my stomach in knots. I just wanted Buffy and Angel to forget about who they were and what their roles were in this whole good vs. evil plot. Then, badda-bing, badda-boom! Angel is no longer Angel. He’s this sicko named Angelus. Basically, he is his true vampire self. Soulless.

You didn’t see that one coming, did ya?

Angelus joins Spike and Drusilla and straight up disses Buffy. I’m just speechless. And heartbroken. I’m also mad as fudge and more intrigued and invested than I ever was in this series. (Also, if you’ve seen the series a couple of times or you’re just really observant the first time around – you can tell when Angel is Angelus by how chapped his lips are. Like, does having a soul mean that you invest in lip balm?) Anyway, Angelus is hanging out with the Big Bad duo –


and a heartbroken Buffy has to pick herself up and face facts. Angel is evil now and it’s her duty to put evil vamps out of their misery. But, maybe Angel is still in there – fighting to get out and love her again. Either way, they both have roles to play.


And if we thought that Angelus was not that bad and the Angel in him would suppress his evilness – um, no. Episode Passion shows us that because Angel loves Buffy, Angelus uses it to pervert their connection. He’s twisted and ‘passionate’ about killing Buffy and those close to her. I mean, she is the one responsible for making him feel like a man and he can’t forgive her for that.


We truly see the dynamic between Angel and Angelus in this episode. It’s probably my favorite out of all of my favorite Buffy episodes (I say that about all of my favorite episodes). David Boreanaz proves his acting range and gets to be an entirely different person. I love the music and the way Angelus stalks his prey. It’s like he can’t just kill and be done with it. He has to draw it out and be all poetic about it. As much as Angel loved Buffy, Angelus hates her even more. He’s invested in carefully and passionately taking her down.


We get a brief moment of Buffy and Angel’s relationship in I Only Have Eyes For You. Buffy is drawn to Sunnydale High after hours due to a series of ghost possessions and killings. Angelus follows her there, ready to taunt her and have her alone. They are both eventually possessed by the erratic and scorn lover ghost (Buffy) and the apologetic lover ghost (Angelus), which is the reversal of the gender roles of the originals. Buffy gets to air out her anger towards Angel, eventually shooting him. No one dies during the possession this time, because you know, Angelus is a vampire.

And Buffy calls Angelus a b*tch. It’s a moment that you definitely have to rewind.


“Don’t walk away from me bitch.”

It’s a relief to see that somewhere deep down, Angel is still in there. But, of course Angelus does all that he can to suppress him. Angel is back, but only for a moment.


Other highlights this season include Joyce standing up to Spike (which sparks their ‘friendship / toleration’ and even Spike’s admiration of Joyce) and Spike being in a wheelchair. I would also have to admit that this isn’t my favorite season with Spike, but it’s definitely my favorite with Angel. Buffy grows up a lot and has to make one of the hardest decisions in her life…so far. She learns the lesson of love and loss and what it truly means to put herself back together, believe in herself, and do what has to be done.

s2 angelus vs buffy

Sadly, she eventually feels that she has let her friends and family down by allowing herself to grow so close to a vampire and putting them all in danger. She eventually leaves Sunnydale – her way of keeping everyone out of harm’s way. The season is dark, but it definitely has its lighter moments.


I can’t forget to mention that Jason Behr guest stars in one of the episodes this season. Yes, Max Evans from Roswell – another one of my absolute favorite series. Sometimes I even question if I like it more than Buffy. They’re different in their own rights, but both series allow me to retreat into this calm that I honestly can’t describe. Maybe it’s the way the characters value each other and the lessons in life and love the shows emphasize. I’ll have a full post on Roswell soon.

Fan fiction.

Another great moment from this season is Giles’ effort to comfort Buffy in Lie to Me. Along with all of the crap that began to pile onto Buffy this season, this moment was a great way to stop and acknowledge that holy crap, Buffy is in for a lot more, more than she expects. It’s a moment that foreshadows what is to come and to be at least a little privy to understanding that the Slayer’s world is no where near black and white.

lie to me buffy

Season Three – Have A Little Faith

Season two always takes a lot out of me. By the end, I am heartbroken and shaken at the turn of events. During my first watch, I just couldn’t imagine how Buffy would recover leading into season three. Where would she be (mentally)? Who would she be? She lost the love of her life. And yes, I understand that she’s still in high school and has plenty of time to discover love again, but let’s be honest… Angel is the real deal. I didn’t care that I had only made it through two seasons. I knew that there were still five more to go, but Angel was it for me. I wasn’t going to tolerate any other love interest besides Angel (and I honestly think that Buffy was in the same headspace at the time).

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Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare…

Of course, I also knew that Angel would eventually get his own series, so I wasn’t totally bummed or believed that he wouldn’t return. It was just the ‘when’ and ‘how’ this would all play out. Guys, this is what happens when you watch a series after it’s already off the air. You’re aware of some of the big things that will happen from word of mouth and catching snippets here and there. I can just imagine if I had watched Buffy while it was airing and I didn’t know if Angel would come back or if there would be more seasons or a damn Angel spin-off. I would just be stuck in season two, thinking about the good times…


But, because I was had all of this future knowledge, I jumped into season three like I had ants in my pants. The first time I watched it, though, I had a hard time with the whole Buffy moving to LA and having an alias as a waitress named Anne (her middle name). Of course after my initial run-though, I could appreciate the theme (lost souls looking for a savior / connection with someone) in this episode and how they later appear in the first season of Angel. Even the opening credits of Angel use some of the stock footage from this episode of Buffy.

Anne begins with Buffy trying to avoid any real responsibility or human interaction. She’s living under the radar, working in a little diner. She has noticeably lost her spark and kind of just avoids real eye contact with anyone.

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Bored now.

Buffy is a ‘lost soul’ in the city of angels, but is somehow sucked into the business of helping another teenage girl (and even more lost soul) search for her missing boyfriend. It turns out that demons are running this church that is secretly this underground society using lost human souls as slaves and stealing their youth. Before you know it, Buffy is kicking butt again and bringing the humans back to higher ground.

anne is buffy

This episode was strange for me to watch, because it felt weird being somewhere else other than Sunnydale. It felt even more odd once Buffy was underground in the demon dimension. I felt homesick without the Scooby Gang at Buffy’s side. And if I’m being honest, watching this episode gave me the similar feeling that I had when I went off to my college freshman orientation. I was on my own, in a new place without familiar faces. I quickly began to feel empowered and capable of doing things my way, but it was definitely a process. There was this pit in my stomach of falling down the rabbit hole and never finding my way back. It was scary stuff, but I’m definitely not saying that going to college felt like being in a hell dimension. It was just foreign to me in the beginning and I had to find my footing.

Student loans!

And the episode wasn’t solely based on Buffy in LA. We get to see the Scooby Gang handling their own in Sunnydale. Just because Buffy headed out of town doesn’t mean that the Hellmouth decided to close up shop for the summer. If anything, the vamps probably felt like they had free range to terrorize more so than usual. But the Scooby Gang wasn’t going to let that happen. Little did they know that there was a bigger bad preparing for an ascension.

scooby gang anne

What would Buffy do?

Back home, Buffy faces some understandable hostility from Joyce and her friends, especially Willow. I’m on the fence to who’s side I’m on, because on the one hand: Buffy is someone with this great responsibility and by letting her guard down and falling in love like a regular teenager, she released a great evil on her friends, family, and herself. At the same time, she lost the love of her life. Even before she had to physically vanquish him. He was gone the moment they consummated their love. What does that do to a person? Her friends weren’t easily understanding that.


On the other hand: Buffy wasn’t getting that she was the one that her loved ones depended on and that they were not built to fight her battles. She can’t just take a vacation and throw in the towel and give up. Who’s going to fight for them when the Big Bad decides to wreck havoc? Buffy is reminded of her role in the larger picture. She’s the Slayer. The one. The only (for now). Eventually they all air it out and Buffy and Willow are solid once again after literally raising the dead with their bickering in Dead Man’s Party.


Adding on to the mess leftover from season two, lord behold Angel returns at the end of Faith, Hope, and Trick. He’s back in town and he’s more damaged than ever. He’s drawn back to Buffy, but she’s more than hesitant to fall back into his graces. He needs her to set him straight. All of the awful things that he did last season plus his earlier crimes as Angelus come rushing back to haunt him. ‘The First Evil’ takes advantage of his vulnerability and tries to recruit him into the army of evil. Angel can only stand his ground, because of Buffy. His guard. His heart. His soul.

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And explaining to her friends and family that she is hanging out with Angel (first of all explaining that he’s back) is not an easy thing to do. They do not trust him, and rightfully so. Even as Angel himself tries to lend a hand, they treat him with resentment and they are on their guard. I mean, he did terrorize them and kill Jenny Calendar, Giles’ girlfriend, last season. You can’t just easily forgive that. But somehow, Buffy does. The more time she spends with him, the more she learns about herself and the art of balance. Angel has more of a purpose to keep going, eventually understanding that he has his own destiny to adhere to.

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Buffy sees the good in Angel and grasps that it wasn’t him that did those terrible things. Even though – it was his inner demon. So that’s the wedge in their relationship. They try to make it work, but with caution. They cannot give into temptation ever again. But love is love and they can’t deny that. Even Spike has a thing or two to say to remind them.


Making matters more interesting, we have a new girl in town. Kendra was killed in season two (by Drusilla) so that triggered the Slayer prophecy line once more. A Slayer rises as one falls. So, ladies and gentleman, I present to you, Faith.

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And it’s all fun and games when Faith first arrives. She’s edgier and definitely more hardcore and sly than Buffy. She’s a bit rough around the edges and tries to get Buffy to loosen up, learn about some facts of life, and be more street-smart and indulge in their Slayer-hood.


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Out goes the orthodox way that Giles has set for Buffy with taking care of school, patrolling, then having a social life. Teaching her that there’s an order to things. Faith blurs the line between patrolling and having a social and free life. She does whatever she wants and doesn’t do well with rules. She sees herself and Buffy as higher beings. They were born to be strong and take out ‘bad guys’.

s3 bad girls

buffy and faith dance gif

However, Faith becomes more jealous of Buffy’s sense of security and righteousness. She’s the ‘main’ Slayer. The correct one. The one with a support system: a mom, a Watcher (who’s also a father-figure), friends, a boyfriend, and a purpose. And how the hell does Buffy get a pass to be in charge when she’s dating a vampire? Faith is both annoyed and intrigued that Buffy and Angel have a relationship. He’s the definition of danger, and Buffy’s living on the edge.


Eventually, though, Giles is booted from being Buffy’s Watcher due to the whole Angelus ordeal. Giles is just too close to Buffy and their professional relationship has somehow transformed into more of a familial relationship. And that’s somehow distracted him from keeping Buffy in line (which sounds like a load of bologna to me). Wesley is the new Watcher for Buffy and Faith, but of course, Buffy’s respect aligns with Giles. Wesley is young and impressionable, but he’s not taken seriously as a Watcher. Not even by Giles. He can’t control or even instruct the girls, so things get out of hand.


Giles: *rolls eyes*

Faith’s blurred sense of morality leads her to kill an actual person and she seems to be more nonchalant about the whole ordeal than distraught. Buffy is more than frightened by the situation and remembers that there are lines that just cannot be crossed. Just because they are Slayers does not make them gods.


Faith soon falls prey to being the sidekick of the evil Mayor of Sunnydale – this season’s Big Bad. He gives her a sense and source of love and respect. He’s like a father to her as he guides her to be all of the evil that she can and wants to be.

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Mayor Wilkins knows best.

Now Buffy has to battle it out with Faith. She even tries to get Angel to teach Faith about redemption, and I honestly believe that what Angel says to Faith sticks, even if only a little. This begins their companionship later seen more on Angel. If anyone can set her straight and face her demons and try to redeem herself – it’s Angel. He becomes a life coach or mentor. A different connection than he has with Buffy. Angel has to pretend to have reverted into Angelus to get close to Faith and the Mayor with some very convincing acting skills. I was definitely convinced, and so was Faith.

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With that, Angel realizes his larger part in the whole good vs. evil dynamic. He still has to redeem himself and have a larger purpose. This leads him to breaking things off with Buffy and deciding to move on to Los Angeles after the battle with The Mayor’s ascension during graduation. Graduation Day (parts one and two) along with The Prom are some of my favorite episodes this season.

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Other things that I love about season three include Angel’s new found sense of humor. It’s like he can joke about the lows (and creepiness) of being a vampire and the awkwardness of being so much older than his girlfriend. He’s from another time and Buffy’s sense to be a normal couple is just ridiculous. He can’t even go outdoors in the daylight (we really need those daylight rings from The Vampire Diaries or at least the *Gem of Amara* from season four).


And there’s Buffy and Cordelia’s rivalry. Buffy is Queen B in terms of the supernatural. She can kick butt and face evil, but Cordelia is even more of a force to be reckoned with in the hallways of Sunnydale High.



Oz continues to be an absolute gem in the Scooby Gang. His dry sense of humor (re honesty) and sarcasm include some of the best one-liners in the series.


Cordelia’s new found sense of hate towards Buffy and The Scooby Gang (Xander cheats on her with Willow) allows her to set her eyes elsewhere – on Wesley. This whole romantic encounter doesn’t become funny until Angel. Because, who were they kidding?

Just wait until I’m a rogue demon-hunter.

She also lets her steam out on Xander gave every opportunity. One of her digs at him creates an entire episode, The Zeppo, where Xander is the center of story A and Buffy and the rest of the gang’s plight to save the world (yet again) is story B.

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With all of that, season three is definitely a strong season. Having Faith join the series gives us the opportunity to see what it would be like to have a Slayer with no boundaries. A rogue Slayer. What’s great about Faith is that though she’s bad, we want to save her and open her eyes to see that she can change. And sometimes it seems like she wants to be someone else…

With all the evil in the Buffy universe, having [one of] the Chosen One(s) turn into something even more wretched really amplifies the grayness of the series. How much bad does one have to do before they become villains? And are some bad guys actually good, because they try to live civilized? Though Faith is put in a coma by Buffy this season, we haven’t seen the last of her.

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Buffy also puts in a real effort to just be a normal teenager this season and tries to enjoy her last year in high school – despite all of the evil that lines up to take a few swings at her. You would think that she’s given up on wanting a ‘normal life’ by now, but she really puts herself out there to be more than just a Slayer.

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Buffy even campaigns against Cordelia for Homecoming Queen. They both end up in a hilarious kidnapping scheme but make it back to school in time to see that they both lose. Their dry-cleaning bill must have been a nightmare afterward.

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This season also gears Angel up to be on his own and he becomes lead character material. I hate that he leaves the series at the end of this season, but it’s nice that we get to focus on him on his own turf. And of course, I’ll have a post on Angel, as it is also one of my favorite shows of all time.

So, here’s my side of the story…

…and once again Spike and Joyce have a moment.

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Season Four – The College Year 

The gang is all grown up. They have left the halls of Sunnydale High (mostly because it got blown up during The Mayor’s ascension last season) and they now walk the halls of UC Sunnydale. Bigger halls. Bigger stakes. It’s time for the Buffy college experience.

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Beer. Good.

The thing I love about The Freshman, the season opener, is that it’s kind of a reboot to the series. It realigns the characters with new locations and duties. Giles is now unemployed and Xander is living in his parent’s basement. Buffy, Willow, and Oz are freshmen in college and they’re finding their comfort zones in this new territory. Upon first watching this season, I was anxious to see what the Scoobies would do without Cordelia and Angel – who are gone off to Los Angeles. Plus, I was wondering if we’d ever see Faith again. Anya is introduced in season three and though I didn’t care much for her then, she becomes a “treat” this season and beyond with her brutal honesty, inability to take things figuratively,   fear of bunnies, and her unhealthy addiction to money.

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In The Freshman, Buffy can’t keep up with her friends as they actually find things that interest them in college. Willow has always been studious, so she’s amped for classes and practicing her witchcraft. Oz is no stranger to campus as his band regularly plays there. It all boils down to Buffy feeling insecure about college as she’s not familiar with the new turf. Not even for her Slayer duties. Plus, her new roommate is excruciating to live with and has an unfit obsession with Celine Dion.

The next episode Living Conditions further touches on Buffy’s new roomie and it’s hilarious. It prepared me for the types of roommates that I could have gotten stuck with in college. Fortunately, my freshman year roomie was a friend from high school and we had a blast together. We’re still close today.

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More on The Freshman – Buffy eventually meets a pretty decent guy who’s struggling with the new college experience as well, however, he goes missing and a bunch of hardcore vamps rade his room for his possessions. Later, Buffy’s side of the room gets cleaned out too and the vamps leave a fake note insinuating that Buffy has left school because she just couldn’t handle it. Buffy meets up with these vamps and gets her a** handed to her by the leader, Sunday. After a pickup talk with Xander at the Bronze, Buffy comes to terms with who she is and regains her confidence. She and Xander team up to confront Sunday and Buffy shows her what she’s really made of.

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I still got it.

Now that Sunnydale High is destroyed, the Scoobies usual meetings in the library with Giles are a thing of the past. Giles is no longer their librarian, so he’s living it up in his bachelor pad with a new girlfriend, Olivia.


It doesn’t take long for everyone to make Giles’ apartment the new hangout spot and they discover that Giles isn’t just some dusty librarian, but a normal guy. Who knew!


One character that will soon make Giles’ place his own home (prison) is Spike, who pays everyone a visit in The Harsh Light of Day. Buffy seems to get this whole college thing under control and even meets a new guy, Parker. Figuring that things are falling into place, she runs into Spike and Harmony (one of Cordelia’s high school besties who was turned into a vampire during graduation).

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I find this episode hilarious along with it’s Angel counterpart, In the Dark. I love Spike and he just gets better from season to season. Here, he’s in search of the Gem of Amara, a ring that will allow him to be indestructible. Of course Buffy can’t allow him to find or keep something that pretty much guarantees that Spike will become ruler of the underworld. Oh, what a thought!


And speaking of this new guy, Parker – he ends up charming Buffy just enough to sleep with her. He then leaves her high and dry in the morning, which becomes a running gag of guys leaving Buffy the morning after (cough, Angel). He’s exceptionally an a**hole to Buffy the next day, which teaches Buffy a valuable lesson and further makes her privy to the [sometimes cruel] college experience. Not to fear, though, this heartbreak leads her to open her eyes to see someone else, Riley.

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It sucks that Parker is such a jerk, but then again Riley has his head on his shoulders and is great for Buffy (for the moment). In the beginning, I really liked him and he kind of made me forget about Angel. Kind of. Ok, not really. I was doing this thing where I would watch an episode of Buffy’s fourth season and then follow up with an episode of Angel’s first season. It was a cool idea at first, and I got to see some of the continuations from one series to the other (like with Spike and the Gem of Amara).


The thing is, I began sizing Riley up with Angel and it affected my judgment of him, greatly.

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Trying to give Riley a fair chance, I just finished up Buffy and afterward submerged myself into Angel. I was beginning to notice Angel becoming more of its own standalone show anyway so the interchangeable watching wouldn’t have made sense down the line other than an episode or two. Angel aside, I thought Riley was decent and he becomes more important to the Scooby Gang as the season progresses. Heading into the fifth season, though, Riley starts to bore and annoy me. But, I’ll touch on that later. He’s a different kind of guy for Buffy. He’s the ‘good guy’, without much baggage – if we ignore the whole secret government demon hunting gig. We basically have ourselves a regular ol’ joe.


One of my other favorite episodes this season is Fear, Itself. Halloween is usually a special event on Buffy (for obvious reasons), and the series never ceases to amaze me with its Halloween episodes. Anya is now heavily seeking Xander’s affections and hanging around the Scoobies more. They’re all invited to a haunted frat house party and end up being prey to a fear demon, naturally. Anya is the one to realize that something is wrong and calls on Giles for help. Her costume is the stuff of legend. It almost beats out Oz’s original getup.


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Speaking of Oz, Seth Green decided to leave the series around this time to pursue his film career. Nothing wrong with that, as he stars in some of my favorite films including Rat Race and Without A Paddle. The thing is that Oz is in a relationship with Willow, so in order for Oz’s departure to make sense is to break them up and Joss Whedon is the king of tragic character sendoffs. Enter Wild at Heart, an episode that I hate to love or love to hate. This episode also introduces Tara – the Wiccan and someone who becomes very important to Willow. For now, let’s talk about Willow and Oz.


In a nutshell, Oz meets a female werewolf who’s also in a band. They have this animal attraction that causes Oz to cheat on Willow. Veruca, the she-wolf (literally), ends up being more animal than human and tries to go after Willow. Oz kills her and Willow and Oz breaks up, both distraught by his actions and the whole situation. Oz has to leave to learn how to be in control of his wolf form and to heal from the breakup. I love Oz and I hate to see him leave Willow. Their relationship was already tainted by Willow’s infidelity last season, but I thought that they were growing as a couple. This episode makes Seth Green’s departure epic rather than killing him off or just having him leave with some half-a** explanation.

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The Initiative is probably the most important episode this season to really get the ball running on what we’re in for in terms of the Big Bad, and the show takes it’s time to even give us a Big Bad this season. Spike is captured by some guys in militant suits at the end of Wild at Heart. He’s then imprisoned in a government / militant hi-tech facility and blames everything on Buffy.

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Turns out that Riley is a part of this top secret group, The Initiative, where they track and hunt down vamps, demons, and supernatural creatures. So yeah, government funded male Slayers – without the super powers.

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Riley also realizes that he likes Buffy in this episode. This jump starts the storyline of The Slayer vs. The Initiative. Both have similar goals, but one of them seems to be questionable in terms of morality and incentive. Buffy is naturally born to do what she does while The Initiative seems to be in it for power. The funny thing is that Riley and Buffy are kind of like equals, but on the surface, they’re seemingly a rare fit. Go figure.

The most important thing that we learn this episode is that Spike is no longer able to bite or harm a human. He’s basically neutered and the allure of being a vampire is gone out the window. The Initiative implanted a chip into his brain to send nerve-scratching and painful surges if he tries to bite or harm a human (though this gets kind of iffy in season six). When he escapes his cell, he looks for Buffy and tries to bite Willow which sets off the instant pain. So why should anyone be afraid of Spike now? Easy, they shouldn’t.

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Which brings me to Pangs, my favorite of favorite episodes this season. Actually, it’s probably one of the funniest in the series. It’s Thanksgiving and Buffy and the Scoobies attend the opening of a new cultural center at the school. I mean, what else is a college for.

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Xander is there working on the groundbreaking and accidentally unleashes a Native American vengeance spirit. While Buffy attempts to cook a normal Thanksgiving meal at Giles’ place, the gang is all there to figure out what the heck is wrong with Xander. He’s infected by the spirit and appears feverish. His illness makes him paranoid and delirious, which I cannot help but laugh at!

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The gang is in for some surprise guests, including Spike, who miserably begs for help. He comes over during the day-time under his ratty blanket to keep from going up in flames. This blanket makes so many cameos and it’s always funny to see Spike flying inside in fear of combusting. That blanket is his safety net.

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Buffy allows him to stay under the condition that he’s tied up and bound to a chair. His chip makes him utterly pathetic in vampire norms, so why the hell not. Spike pitches in his two cents and complains about being mistreated. It’s just so ridiculous and ironic. He’s also in the worst condition when comes an attack on the gang.

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The second special guest is Angel! Angel pretty much lets everyone know that he’s in town to help Buffy, except Buffy – and Spike. While the vengeance spirit attacks at Giles’ place and Animorphs into a bear, Buffy desperately tries to fend him off while the others fight in the background. Buffy is unaware that Angel is right outside helping fight the good fight. Spike, now shot with arrows and impaled with various weapons, hops around fussing at Buffy for egging the spirit on. It’s just so much going on and the comedy is just perfect timing.

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The funniest thing is at the end of the episode when everyone is sitting at the table to finally enjoy their meal. Xander lets it slip that Angel was there all along and everyone looks at Buffy’s reaction. (Notice how Giles just sips his tea. Ooh, gossip!)


I’m sort of going through this season episode-by-episode mostly because I really love and enjoy season four. The season works so well due to the flow and freshness of the episodes. Coming from two seasons that were pretty dark, season four has a lighter tone – balancing with the more serious episodes nicely. In addition, Joss Whedon does something exceptionally experimental and brilliant this season: making the majority of an episode silent.

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Hush begins with a bunch of bickering and lingering and unfinished conversation. Buffy is trying to figure out the whole Riley relationship because the right words just don’t seem to come out. Giles sends Spike the to stay with Xander, which Spike and Xander immediately disagree too. Spike has gotten pretty comfortable at la casa del Giles, who just wants peace and quiet.

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Hush is probably one the creepiest episodes in the Buffy canon. It reminds me that this show is of the horror genre. Then, taking an analytical approach to watching television, you really have to stop and think about what it means to have a voice – literally and figuratively. The Gentlemen are the stuff of nightmares and watching them float around along with their flopping minions as the entire town goes silent just sends chills to my spine.

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The episode doesn’t skip on the comedy, though. Buffy, Giles, and the Scoobies try to figure out who The Gentlemen are and how they can stop them – all in silence. Of course, there’s a lot of miscommunication…

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This is also the episode Riley and Buffy discover each other’s true identities and Willow and Tara connect. Actually, let’s talk about Willow and Tara. So, I mentioned Oz’s sad goodbye and Willow’s heartbreak. Willow later realizes that she’s falling for someone new, Tara. Yes, Willow discovers that she likes girls and it’s such a bold move for Joss Whedon and for network television.

We see Oz again in New Moon Rising (sounds like another Twilight sequel) and Willow finally opens up about her new relationship. I was crushed during this episode, because Oz and Willow are just a solid couple and they are just so darn perfect together. I like Tara and respect her and Willow’s relationship. Wouldn’t be fair to just drop Tara just because Oz comes back. I knew that Seth Green wasn’t coming back permanently anyway, which softens the blow. This episode just puts a pretty bow on top of the whole Oz and Willow relationship, making them both ok in the end.


Ok, before I move on to season five, let’s talk about two of the best episodes in the series. This Year’s Girl and Who Are You. Faith wakes up from her coma and all hell breaks lose. She wants blood and she’s going to get creative in how she gets it. First thing’s first is letting Buffy know that she’s ‘five by five’ and not in a forgiving kind of mood. Being is a coma only stalled her anger.

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When all else fails and the Watcher’s Council is on Faith’s trail, she uses a magical device (left to her by The Mayor) that allows her to switch bodies with Buffy. UH, OH. God, I was on the edge of my seat when I first watched this two-parter (it actually continues on Angel, so it’s more of a saga with Five By Five and Sanctuary). Faith is in Buffy’s body without her friends realizing at first. She really frames Buffy in a whole new light and we truly get to meet Faith without Eliza Dushku’s face. Its a strange thing to hear and see the dirty things she says to Spike. He’s even pissed off that he’s coming on to Buffy (Faith) after what she says.


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This episode is another Face / Off moment. If you read my Smallville post, then you know how much I love Face / Off and exchanged identities. We get to see the good and bad guys with two faces. We get to love and hate both faces at the same time. Think about it this way, I love Eliza Dushku as Buffy (I actually love her as Faith as well). We get to see Buffy’s goodness and innocence but with Eliza’s face. I have to remember that she’s not Faith. The same for Sarah Michelle Gellar: we all still see the rottenness of Faith but with Sarah Michelle Gellar’s face. Remember, she’s not Buffy!

The ordeal is kind of twisted and mind-boggling. You have to keep up with who you love and who you should fear. It’s like unleashing your worst enemy on your friends and family and they’re ignorant to the fact that you are not yourself. So, when you do something terrible and they do not realize that it’s not really you, you have to wonder how well some people know you. Even the one’s closest to you. I feel bad for Buffy here as she’s punished (as Faith) and no one’s buying her pleas. She’s basically trapped in a prison, getting exactly what she doesn’t deserve.

Other key moments that I love about season four includes the gruesomeness of The Big Bad, Adam. He’s part demon, machine, and human. I can play around with all sorts of deep analyses of what his character implies about humanity. Honestly though, I really do not care for the Big Bad this season. At least, I think he’s really pushed until the end and there’s just too much build up and little execution.


With all of that, I really enjoy Spike’s relationship with everyone this season. He goes from being a Big Bad to being a vampire with mixed intentions. The persons that he wanted to kill before become members of his dysfunctional family. And I think that he kind of enjoys having to tolerate them and them having to reserve from staking him. Spike and Giles’ relationship even becomes almost sibling-like.

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Restless, season four’s finale, is kind of strange or rather experimental. The first time I watched it, I was scratching my head – wondering what was going on and what was the meaning within the riddles and quizzical conversations. I actually felt like I was too dumb to watch Buffy or that I wasn’t smart enough to keep up with it. The episode is definitely an acquired taste. If you’re into experimental films / television where you absolutely have to pay attention and call forth prior knowledge while also playing the guessing game – this episode is for you. If you would rather just watch something more straight-forward, I would skip this episode.

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I always feel like somebody’s watching me.

Depending on my mood, I stick it out and watch the episode or I skip it. As much as I love the series and as much as I watch it, I still have a hard time trying to ‘get’ the episode. It’s a little too complex to be a season finale as it opens up so many unanswered questions leading into season five. But being a Joss Whedon fan, I’ve recognized these types of episodes from a mile away in his other series. He does it in Firefly (“Objects in Space”), Dollhouse (“Epitaph One” and “Epitaph Two: Return”), and even in Angel (the Jasmine storyline). These episodes are Joss’s way to switch it up and do something totally different and target a niche audience. He’s basically making sure that we’re paying attention and that we’re thinking.

Season Five – Family and Sacrifice 

Season five is the first season that I had difficulty watching (before season six). It’s so different and darker than the seasons before it. Actually, it is just more mature and thought-provoking. Really big things happen to Buffy this season and she’s on this journey where she has to understand herself, as The Slayer. She also focuses on her family rather than falling in love while her friends have their own lives and loved ones to focus on. Buffy is all about tapping into her true strength and really learning her Slayer ability.

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The most obvious thing that’s different this season is Buffy having a younger sister. No, Joyce doesn’t get knocked up, Dawn’s existence is totally supernatural. She is introduced as no one special. She’s just Buffy’s little sis. Of course, if you’ve watched the previous seasons then you know that that is absolutely not true. Dawn is absolutely something special, because she just pops up this season and didn’t exist before. Now we have to think about all of the events in Buffy’s life in previous seasons and imagine that the whole time, Dawn was around. It’s strange, but so much fun to do. The funny thing is that before long, you actually get used to Dawn and it does feel like she’s been there all along.


The season begins with Buffy vs. Dracula, an episode plot that I went into knowing that I was going to hate it. I think if the actor/ character would have been less of a caricature of Dracula and more scary or more ‘real’, I probably would have liked the episode a lot more. I also hated Xander in this episode. I thought that Xander was coming a long way from his extreme goofball days, and to have him become a pitiful minion to Dracula was just tacky and wasteful.


Dracula is THE vampire that we know and his lore should have been handled with more care, I think. I mean, it should have been more epic to see Buffy face off with the king of all vamps. If anything, The Master, was more Dracula-ish and scary. But to be positive, I love seeing the gang hanging out at the beach. It’s a nice change of pace and atmosphere.

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If anything, the Scooby Gang is closer than ever after the events of Primeval at the end of season four. With Buffy, Willow, Xander, and Giles magically merging the essential parts of themselves together (strength, wisdom, magic/intelligence, heart) to defeat the Big Bad Adam. It took all of them to be strong and smart enough to fight Adam, which meant that their trust and love for each other was whole.

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Playing around on the beach is a great escape to just be normal friends hanging out, enjoying each other. They are admiring the road that they have travelled so far. Little did they know that the road would only become bumpier and jagged from this point on. Their problems would grow tenfold and Big Bads will not only be outside forces, but the Scoobies will have to battle the demons within themselves and those closest to them. Real Me allows us to see another side of Buffy – the big sister – a role that really brings out her protective instincts and makes her lead command on just about everything. She is in charge and her word is law. Ok, so basically The Slayer, but with one more person to closely protect. It’s more of a personal protection, though.

Dawn’s existence allows us to be at home more with Buffy and to see her spend time with her family.


Dawn, annoyed and jealous of her big sister’s leadership role and know-it-all-attitude proceeds to be a typical little sister – starting trouble and getting herself into situations where Buffy has to save her. And not only is it Buffy’s responsibility to protect Dawn, but also the rest of the Scoobies’ responsibility. This creates hilarious situations where villains like vampire Harmony tease and criticize the gang’s ‘skills’ (or lack of skills) to protect Dawn. Xander and Harmony end up cat fighting (again) after Dawn’s big mouth invites Harmony into the Summers house to eventually kidnap her.

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Of course, this is a prime example of the type of chaos that Dawn creates for Buffy as she has to spread herself out thinner than usual to not only be The Slayer, but also a big sister. Joyce usually knows how to avoid trouble to eliminate the need for Buffy to constantly worry about her (except when it comes to Spike for some reason).


Dawn is a kid with the wired DNA (well, sort of) to make her sister’s life harder than it needs to be. We get to learn more about Dawn’s existence and sudden presence in Buffy’s life in No Place Like Home. We’re also introduced to the Big Bad this season – The Beast Glorificus or Glory, for short. A red wearing diva goddess who’s a really nuts.


I was honestly a little discouraged the first time I watched this episode. I was annoyed that the Big Bad, The Beast, was just a ‘hot chick’ wearing a red dress. I couldn’t wrap my head around how she could be this evil force to wreck havoc in Sunnydale. I was also thrown off by her slight-insanity and the whole split-identity thing. Basically, she morphs into a guy named Ben (Frank from How to Get Away With Murder). My hesitation to take her seriously and her dual identity as a man is just so much material for a discussion on gender roles and identity.

Before he was getting away with murder.

I slowly started to enjoy Glory being able to outmatch Buffy, which in turn forced Buffy to adapt to Glory’s strength if she ever wanted to survive a fight between the two.


This season is also centers on the theme of insanity and the brain. The things that seem to be your ‘run of mill’ normal are actually bizarre and out of this world crazy. For instance, Dawn is not really Buffy’s sister, but The Key blending the lines of realities and the supernatural demon dimensions.


And the things that seem to be crazy and impossible are your everyday normal. Like Joyce. She’s been through the ringer with her daughter being The Slayer and being in charge of saving the world from evil. She’s survived the apocalypse…twice. And in the end, she loses her life to a normal brain aneurysm. Just like that. It’s not fair that Buffy can save the world from vampires and demons, but she can’t save her own mother from something that’s just biology.

The Body is an episode that quickly became one of my all-time favorites in the series. It’s a close view of death. Normal death and how it feels to lose someone close to you in an instant. You can’t control it or stop it. The one-take shot of Buffy discovering her now deceased mother, Joyce is a moment that haunts me even today. It’s so realistic that it’s terrifying. To see your own mom lifeless lying on the couch is a sight that I wouldn’t wish on my worse enemy. I imagine that there’s a rush of memories with your mom. Her just walking or talking. Or cooking. Or working. Her yelling. Her crying. Her laughing. And now, her dying. Her lying there without her spirit, just a body. It’s enough to actually drive someone insane.

Joyce’s death is one of the most shocking moments in the series to me, next to Angel turning into Angelus in season two. Joyce is the reminder that there are ‘normal’ people in Sunnydale. She’s Buffy’s mom. A role that carries so much importance and weight. Even if she is only mortal, she has a hold on Buffy to keep her from spinning out of control when things get tough. And she’s the one to remind Buffy that she’s human and not just a tool to battle the forces of evil. It’s very heartbreaking to know that Joyce is gone and Buffy has to deal with the loss of her mother internally, because she has to show a brave face for the others and now Dawn – who’s utterly broken by the loss. Joyce has impacted just about everyone close to Buffy – even Spike. She’s the one that brings everyone back down to earth.

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Dawn even tries to bring Joyce back in Forever. It’s one of those episodes that’s hard to watch, because Joyce was such a lovely woman and to bring her back as a zombie or something less than human would be a disgusting way to show her character. “What’s dead should stay dead” – Dean from Supernatural shouts years later. And he’s right. It wouldn’t be natural to bring Joyce back. I like to believe she’s gone somewhere beautiful and to snatch her back to the doom and gloom of reality is just cruel. I was terrified to watch the feet of her now resurrected body walk up to the Summers’ home and see her shadow behind the curtains as Dawn and Buffy fight about bringing her back. Her memory should be enough to guide and protect them.


Buffy is now forced to express her heartbreak and she tells Dawn that she’s just as broken as she is. “Who’s going to take care of us?” Who’s going to hold this family up and be the adult? Who’s going to provide? Who’s going to love us? The only blood family that Buffy has now is Dawn and technically she isn’t even real. What if this whole Key thing goes away and Buffy is left with no one. Her father is off in LA last we heard. The only time we get to see him is in an alternate reality/dream sequence that Buffy has in season one Nightmares. One of her greatest fears comes to fruition – her father says that he left her because she was too much of a hassle.

And I wish the show shed more light on his later presence. I know we have Giles, but it would be nice to have him check in every once in a while. Even Angel visits more and he’s got his own show and apocalyptic situations to take care of.

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I really hope Cordy, Gunn, and Wes haven’t burned the place down.

One of the most powerful moments in the series and one of the most selfless things that Buffy does is in The Gift. She finally musters up the strength to defeat Glory and get Tara’s sanity back (which was taken a few episodes back).


She has to shut the portal that Glory uses Dawn, The Key, to open and unleash hell on earth. Buffy, embracing her Slayer duty and being selfless, jumps to her death to close the portal. Her blood is Dawn’s blood and rather than killing Dawn to save the world, she uses herself. Of course, her friends are distraught. Even Spike breaks down seeing Buffy’s broken body on the ground.

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It’s ironic because Spike has relished in killing two Slayers in the past. In Fool for Love, Spike tells Buffy that the Slayer has a death wish. She’s going to eventually die. And he’ll be waiting on Buffy when she’s ready. However, in The Gift, we can see that Spike loves Buffy and is in pain to see her actually die. It’s a complete 180. He goes from being this psychotic vampire that has two dead Slayers under his belt to a vampire that cries when the Slayer dies.

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Fool for Love is such a great episode, by the way. It’s a crossover with Angel’s season two episode Darla. We get to see Spike’s past with Angelus and the crew. I love when Spike and Angel are together. There’s so much snappy torment (mostly from Spike) and self-righteousness (mostly from Angel). The two can’t stand each other, yet they tolerate the other…to an extent.


Spike’s sadness over a deceased Buffy has a lot to do with him falling in love with her this season. For the bulk of the season, he tries to play it cool and pretend that he loathes her, as he should. His habits become sketchy and creepy as he watches her and hangs out in front of her house.


I honestly do not like the romantic aspect of their relationship. It seems like more of a sick, twisted, stalker, lust, hate-sex (I’ll get to this more in season six) kind of thing. Nothing like Angel and Buffy, where their love just lit the screen when they were together. I absolutely love Spike as a character, but him with Buffy is just not something I ever enjoy watching. It just seems wrong. When Spike kisses Buffy this season, she has his invitation to her house magically revoked.


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But I do adore Spike and Dawn’s relationship. He’s like an uncle who is obligated to protect her because she’s so precious to him. He’s honest with her without tainting her innocence. He’s aware that he’s a vampire and she’s just a kid, so he mostly jokes around with her while treating her like she’s got some sense. It’s funny because Spike wants to be this hardcore vampire, but he’s becoming softer and softer as the days go by – much to his dismay. I also love when he calls her ‘Lil bit’.

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You’re probably wondering, what the hell happened to Riley, right? I honestly intentionally skipped over his plot in season five, but here is the Cliffnotes version. He leaves Sunnydale after he and Buffy grow apart. He wants to be closer to Buffy and prove his importance in the Scooby Gang, but Buffy is learning more about her natural Slayer abilities and is needing less and less of a romantic interest. So he joins this government mission. Buffy chases after him, but arrives too late. Done.

Riley became more and more useless or rather pointless as Buffy was focusing more on her family and herself this season.

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Maybe I should make a trip to LA.

Other highlights in season five include Anya’s growing money obsession. It’s hilarious. She’s a century old ex-demon and now has settled down into the human nature of greed and pride. She and Xander are closer than ever, but she’s still an odd-ball in the Scooby Gang. Doesn’t mean that I love her any less. She’s a realist.


And we can’t forget the reopening of The Magic Box, now with Giles in charge. The place has previously been a death trap. The cashiers and shop owners were always getting caught in the crossfires of some vamp or evil visit. Spike even killed a few people there. Now, with Giles and the Scooby Gang taking up shop (pun intended), the place is used as their go to for research and training. Anya is basically the manager or head-cashier. She’s totally protective of her role and makes sure that the shop [she] is making money.


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What do you mean discounts?

Season Six – Resurrection and Lost Soul   

Beginning with the first episode of season six, I had a sickening feeling in my stomach. Buffy died last season. Yes, it’s something that has happened before, but not at this capacity. She actually jumped from some ‘I don’t know how tall’ platform, through a mystical energy of hell dimensions, and landed crushed on the ground. We saw her body. Her family and friends saw her body. Lying there lifeless.


So, what’s a world without Buffy? What is everyone going to do now? Are they going to replace her with the Buffybot? (By the way, I haven’t talked about the Buffybot, because I hate her. A lot.) But seriously, we saw Buffy rise up last season and defeat a hell goddess. She looked inside her Slayer ability to become stronger and smarter. She saved the world again, and saved her sister. A sister that she just met (after regaining her memories and learning about the true origin of Dawn). A sister that we just met. Buffy died for her and we could see it on her face that she felt like her job was done and that she had lived up to her potential and to the Slayer prophecy. Now, she could rest peacefully – away from the savage and gloom of Sunnydale and the world in general.

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I’m done.

Flash forward to Bargaining, Part One. Willow and the Scoobies hold off the bad guys as best as they can with the Buffybot standing in as the real thing. Giles, feeling as if he no longer has a real need to be in Sunnydale with Buffy gone, departs to England. The Scoobies then set to resurrect Buffy with Willow clearly doing some dark magic. I really hate that Willow crosses more and more into the dark-side with her magic. It is selfish of them to want Buffy back so bad that they would resort to the unnatural to have her once again grace them with her presence.


They believe that Buffy is in some hellish place due to her unnatural death, and it doesn’t occur to them that Sunnydale is the hellish place. The gang is attacked by vampires who raise hell now knowing that the Buffybot is nothing but a fake. With all of the chaos going on, I sickeningly watch as Buffy’s flesh reappears on her corpse within her grave. Her eyes open and she claws her way out of her grave. The scene will forever haunt me as I had more proof that Buffy was really dead. She had decomposed. It’s like the Joyce thing all over again.


Bargaining, Part Two shows further how Sunnydale has become like a huge The Purge type of deal. The vamps do what they want because they surely aren’t afraid of The Scoobies and without Buffy, their biggest threat is nowhere to take them out. Spike amusingly tries to save Dawn as they ride through the crazed streets on Spike’s bike.

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Once again, I love Spike and Dawn’s relationship. For some reason, he ironically is the best person to look out for her and keep her out of harm’s way. He also teaches her about the facts of life, because he’s had a long one.


In the next few episodes, Buffy deals with her new reality of being alive again after finding peace in the afterlife. She lets Spike know how she really feels but makes him swear to keep it to himself. He seems to be the only one that understands her and who she can trust. She even invites him back into the house.


Giles and Tara continue to be at odds with Willow as she is using too much magic and for the wrong reasons. Buffy also struggles with being the head of the household and being jobless. She doesn’t know what to do with herself or what her future holds.


She tries going back to school, working in construction with Xander, at the Magic Box with Anya, and even trying to take out a loan. She fails at all of the above, mostly due to the new Big Bads this season: Warren, Jonathan, and Andrew – The Trio. I could go on and describe the new baddies, but I freaking hate the whole villain concept and their existence. I thought season six would have a terrifying Big Bad, someone to remind Buffy of the big stakes and to knock some sense into her. Like a demon to drag her to the underworld or an archangel to wreck havoc on The Scoobies for bringing Buffy back to life. But no, we get the geek squad and I am bored and annoyed watching them try to be villains.


And speaking of bored and annoyed, Once More with Feeling is one of my least favorite episodes of Buffy and television in general. It’s a musical. Everyone’s singing and it’s totally distracting from any kind of plot. The episode is ridiculous and the singing is horrendous. I’m just not a fan at all. This episode coupled with The Trio makes me think that this season is just random and not really going anywhere special. It just feels like Joss Whedon is saying screw it and doing whatever the hell he wants without an actual focus. Some believe that this episode is amazing and brilliant in terms of storytelling and experimenting with narrative styles. I just think that it’s a waste of time. Sure, there were some funny moments, but I honestly just skip the episode when I rewatch the series.

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No thanks.

Switching gears from mentioning the things that I hate about this season, let’s talk about Tabula Rasa. I love this episode. The Scoobies have indeed been through a lot in the past five (and change) seasons and I must say as viewers of the series – so have we. Buffy has died – twice. She’s basically a walking shadow of her former self. All of the strength and focus that she managed last season has been washed away and she just looks frail and lost. Giles has been rendered the “grandpa” of the group without a real voice of guidance.


Willow is dabbling in the dark arts, an 180 from her cutesy days of being Buffy’s sidekick. Xander has become the ‘bitch-boy’ to so many of the villains that I have lost count. He and Anya are now engaged and it finally seems like he is growing up – or does it? Spike has gone from a vicious vampire with nothing but hate for The Slayer to a neutered vigilante with a weird infatuation with The Slayer. Tara is beginning to see Willow in a whole new light that’s not so flashy and exciting, but more terrifying. Anya has a nice foot into the Scooby Gang, as opposed to her days of just tagging along because she was needy for Xander and attention. Then, there’s Dawn. We just met her last season as the typical little bratty sister. She’s still a brat, but now she’s more rebellious than ever with her mother gone and her Slayer sister losing her way. Like I said, it’s been a journey and the Scoobies have been through so much.

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Tabula Rasa is a fresh start, literally. The characters have a blank slate as Willow screws up a spell that she tries to use to make Buffy forget about her memories of being in a paradise afterlife and Tara from remembering all of the fights that they have about all of the magic that Willow uses. The result is everyone having amnesia of who/what they are. It’s one of my absolute favorite episodes. It’s funny and all-around entertaining. A nice depart from the doom and gloom.

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Spike definitely shines in this episode as he believes that Giles is his father because they are both British. When he vamps out, it scares the heck out of Buffy and stuns himself. Spike’s like, well I didn’t see that coming.


Smashed is an episode that I continue to find hard to watch. Season six already has me semi-uncomfortable and further watching it only makes me even more anxious to return Buffy back to normal and to put everything back in its right place. Spike and Buffy getting it on at the end of the episode and Amy ‘The Rat’ being turned human again by Willow out of loneliness just creates this catalyst of no-turning-back to the bright side Buffy. I mean, I can’t imagine what Angel feels once he learns about Spike and Buffy. Were he and Buffy’s relationship a joke? Is Buffy that screwed up? Apparently so as Spike’s chip doesn’t go off when he hits her. She’s not this innocent/ good thing anymore.


And if things couldn’t get further away from the happy times of the Scooby Gang, Willow wrecks her friendship with Buffy and disables Buffy trust in her to care for Dawn in Wrecked. This episode is so dark and twisted. Willow is getting off on extreme magical hallucinations through a warlock named Rack. Before long, she puts Dawn’s life at risk when she takes her to Rack’s to get another fix and a monster peels out of her hallucination and into reality. Dawn confronts Willow at the end of the episode and basically, tells her that she’s out of control and could have gotten her killed. After all, that Willow has done to resurrect Buffy, she almost costs her little sister her life.


Another episode that makes me uncomfortable is Doublemeat Palace. Buffy begins working at a fast food joint and continues to have gross sex with Spike. Everywhere. It’s all unsanitary and archaic. Despite Buffy being the freaking Slayer, she has to work at Doublemeat Palace, because any other job would require her to have developed real marketable skills during those years that she was saving the world. The episode is supposed to have a lighter tone, but I’m not very amused.


As You Were is an episode that I love mostly because it is a big slap in Buffy’s face. Riley’s back and I never thought I’d be excited to see him again. He basically serves as a wake-up call for Buffy. He’s now happily married and kicking supernatural butt with someone who understands him. He’s doing his job with someone that supports and loves him. Their relationship is wholesome and right. Buffy, on the other hand, is flipping burgers and screwing a vampire that doesn’t have a soul. She went from having a true love (Angel), dating someone who helped her mature and finds the strength to be on her own (Riley), and then there’s Spike. Someone, she’s screwing just to avoid thinking about how her life has been turned upside down. Their relationship is indecent and all around perverted. Riley comes back to remind her that, hey, you’re The Slayer. Act like it. Have some respect for yourself.


Seeing Red is a must watch for season six. Buffy is on the Trio’s trail and determined to end the nerds’ terror upon her and her friends. Earlier, Xander left Anya at the altar and later discovers (along with everyone else) Spike with Anya – who sleep together after they are both rejected (by Buffy and Xander). It’s then all clear that Buffy and Spike have been canoodling and Xander is disgusted at the revelation. Seeing Red allows the two to rekindle their friendship after Xander consoles, Buffy, after she is attacked by Spike, who tries to force himself on her.

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This to me is one of the most frustrating scenes of Buffy. First of all, Buffy could have taken Spike. She could have kicked his a**. Here, she’s frail and barely escapes Spike. Maybe the episode tries to say that Buffy has been crushed by her misguided trust in Spike and their relationship. She’s lost her will to him. But – I just can’t take that lightly. I also just can’t take that Spike would try to rape Buffy. Sure, he’s fallen for her and is hurt that she rejects him. And sure, he’s technically evil. But I still don’t see him being that deluded to try to rape The Slayer. He’s come too far.


Xander comes after the fight and sees Buffy lying on the bathroom floor with a huge bruise on her leg. He’s seen Buffy in worse physical conditions, but I think this is the first time he has seen her broken. (And may I remind you that he’s seen her dead – twice.) This time Buffy’s not just physically crushed, but also mentally. It’s enough to make him forget how angry he is at her, and to remember that he loves her. She’s one of his best friends and he’d die for her as she would for him. They’ve been through so much and seeing her, The Slayer, defeated is enough to send Xander over the edge. He hates Spike as he always has and as he should. And this isn’t even the most shocking part of Seeing Red. The episode ends with a crazed Warren (one of The Trio) firing a gun up at Buffy, shooting her, and accidently hitting Tara – killing her.



It’s also a hard scene to watch and it happens so fast. Willow and Tara have made amends and then Tara is suddenly killed. The shock on Willow’s face and even Tara, who doesn’t quite understand what has happened before she dies. She says, “Your shirt,” to Willow after the blood from her wound splatters onto Willow. Tara dies and we then absolutely understand the episode’s title…


Villains is an excellent episode as well. Willow grows darker, hell bent on getting revenge on The Trio, especially Warren. She saves Buffy by pulling some magical whammy to get the bullet out of her chest. Anya has once again become a vengeance demon and helps Xander and Buffy locate Warren to keep Willow from killing him. Even though Warren deserves it, Willow killing him will damage her soul and humanity. Just flashback to old Willow in her quirky clothes and adorable relationship with Oz.


What has become of her and what has become of The Scooby Gang? So much darkness has touched them and I just cannot see how they’re going to return to normalcy. Especially if Willow kills Warren, which she happily does. It’s gruesome, to say the least.


The season ends with Willow becoming more powerful than ever. Giles returns to battle against her and is almost killed. Even Buffy can’t defeat Willow. The person who saves the day, in the end, is Xander, who stands with Willow despite her threatening his life. His love and devotion to his second best friend (actually first) are what returns Willow to normal. And this is where I truly fall in love with Xander. He’s become the ultimate best friend. He’s stuck by Buffy and Willow for so long and has been the butt of every joke. The Zeppo. The guy without any supernatural gifts. But his biggest contribution to The Scooby Gang is keeping them whole. Keeping them from destroying themselves and each other. He’s the one who’s down to earth and there to be the shoulder to cry on.



We also see where Spike has been since his whole attack on Buffy thing. He’s been trying to return to his original self, and unexpectedly gets back his soul. Ha, like we haven’t heard of that one before. At this point, I’m sick of Spike and could care less about him having a soul. Angel has already been there and done that.


What Spike did to Buffy is unforgivable, so I’m going to be biting my tongue whenever he’s around. Later on, though, I grow to actually forgive Spike as he becomes somewhat redeemable. It’s all about writing your characters well enough to humanize even the demons. Joss does a great job at this.


Season Seven – Destiny Fulfilled

What I love about season seven is that it’s aesthetically and tonally brighter than season six. The stakes are definitely higher as it’s the last televised season (Buffy continues in graphic novel form), so the showdowns come at the audience one by one with so much energy and intensity. I know that a lot of fans of Buffy actually hate the lightness of the look this season as we have all grown custom to the dark lighting of past seasons (including season four, which was lighter but still held on to the grit). It is a shock to the system and eyes and it took me a while to adjust, but I love it all the same. After season six, I honestly needed the eye-opener.


I’m going to try something different here from how I approached the last six seasons (by episode for the most part). I’ll just talk about my favorite moments this season as I love the season as a solid whole. I’ll include the episodes when needed. So, here we go…

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Dawn has definitely grown up this season, and if you think about it long enough, she’s the same age as Buffy during season one. Remember how independent Buffy was starting out that season, and how she took care of her friends and even started falling in love with Angel? Well, Sunnydale High is back in commission and Dawn starts high school. Oh, the nostalgia! She’s all grown up with her own plight to make herself useful in the Scooby Gang and become more than just Buffy’s little sister or The Key.


There’s a hilarious moment in Him as Dawn and her date grind on the dance floor of the Bronze and Willow and Xander admire her assets from behind. It gets better when Dawn turns around and they both realize who they were looking at – and what they were looking at.


Willow, Anya, and Spike are back in the good graces of Buffy. Even Andrew has made a home at the Slayer’s place. Remember Andrew? One of The Trio from last season? Yeah, he’s hanging (mostly tied up and guarded) with The Scoobies now, kind of like Spike back in season four. He’s the previous bad guy that we’re growing to love. His imprisonment by the Scoobies gives us more time to spend with him and he becomes more like family. I honestly hated The Trio last season and for good reason, but Andrew is definitely one of my favorites this season. He’s hilarious.



As for Spike, the whole tried to rape Buffy thing last season really put me off as well as the characters in the show. Dawn, who used to be Spike’s sidekick and ally has flipped the switch and if Spike wasn’t a vampire, she’d probably kick his a**. He tried to rape her big sister and she’s not liking him being around Buffy or her anymore. She doesn’t understand why he’s back and why Buffy keeps him by her side. Quite honestly, as much as I think Spike is hilarious, I still don’t get it either.

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I don’t like Buffy and Spike being romantically linked. I believe they are stronger apart and just as allies. They are better supporting each other on the battlefield. Spike is more muscle to keep Team Buffy afloat, so him being around is understandable in that regard.


With all of the lovey-dovey/stalkerish moments gone, Buffy and Spike are able to push through the weirdness and be straightforward with each other. That also means that Spike gets to be funny again without me feeling weird for laughing and Buffy can mock him or turn on her charm that she used to have.


This makes season seven so much more enjoyable as Spike and Buffy aren’t really being pushed in that romantic direction. It’s more of a partnership in saving the world and kicking evil a**. I love the team up and how Spike has Buffy’s back. Buffy is also rooting for his redemption.


Spike has a soul now and feels his wrong-doings and tries to do right by Buffy. The whole him falling in love with Buffy last season and even in season five didn’t make sense to me, because Spike was soulless and essentially evil. The ‘love’ for Buffy could only be deluded and just ‘lust’. Now that he has a soul, though, I can kind of put up with their odd relationship. It may all be that I’m Team Angel and I am just hard on anyone else being the guy for Buffy.




Dirty Girls is one of all time favorite episodes in the series. Team Buffy and her potential Slayers along with Spike and Faith (’ll come back to this) go on to battle Caleb – the second man in command of this season’s Big Bad. The Big Bad is actually The First Evil, who wears different faces. Most of the time it’s Buffy’s. Which can get kind of confusing.


In the episode, Caleb basically kicks Buffy’s a** is one swoop and Spike jumps in to defend her then gets knocked out as well. Of course, Faith gets her punches in but is also unable to defeat Caleb. After shoving the actual strong hands aside, Caleb does some really bad stuff to the rest of Team Buffy – including to poor Xander. It’s a cool action scene and sometimes it’s kind of hard to watch. It prepares me for the ‘everyone is a target’ attitude of season seven. Anything can happen to our beloved characters.



It’s also a plus that Caleb is played by the amazing Nathan Fillion. If you’re a Whedon-head, then you know how awesome it is that he guest-stars this season. Also, if you’re simultaneously watching Angel season four, then you see another Firefly rep (season five has another). Nathan Fillion is so deliciously evil on Buffy, but it doesn’t get in the way of his natural tendency to quip and his comedic demeanor.


Having him as an evil priest that’s all powerful makes up for some thought-provoking TV watching. Because, vampires, demons, and even witches are among the dark and Buffy and the gang play fiddle sometimes when judging them. Caleb is like, screw that – you’re all going to die for being ‘dirty’. He himself is definitely evil, though, so his argument is mute.


So, I mentioned Faith. She returns in Dirty Girls after helping Angel out with his own crisis in LA and on a different network. She is definitely one of the best parts of season seven and an additional set of muscles. Faith is a version of The Slayer that brings a lot of things into perspective, like The Slayer in redemption.


Last season we saw Buffy at her lowest and we’ve seen all of the bad that Faith did in season three and four and even on Angel. So, why does it make sense to have one Slayer calling all of the shots? Buffy being the Chosen One is a mutable and invalid reason, because there’s more than one Slayer alive. Because Buffy has saved the world on many occasions is a valid point to make her head honcho, but then she has slept with vampires and basically given up on her duties last season.


We also have to think about why Buffy has to do this on her own? She needs help from someone with equal abilities and with an understanding of the loneliness of being the powerful one. Faith is trying to redeem herself from all of the chaos she caused before and she finally gets a taste of what it means to be in charge this season and finally what it means to be the Slayer. I just love seeing the change in leadership – or rather a joint leadership.


Not that I hate Buffy, but she needs not to be on a powertrip. I want Faith to have the chance that she never had to utilize all that comes with being chosen to save the world. Plus, they are all housing a flock full of potential Slayers, so seeing two types of Slayers gives a nice range of their abilities. Plus, now we have a Team Faith.


Faith also has a better and more understandable platonic relationship with Spike. I love both characters and value their multi-layers and journey to shake off their dark sides and past crimes. Buffy always had Angel to turn to in terms of vampires and now Faith has Spike. Though Spike and Buffy are somehow romantically linked, Faith is the Slayer that can actually relate to his past indiscretions. They’re both rough around the edges and have a rebellious nature. Now, if they were to get together, I would be totally fine with that and the show would probably have a little more intrigue – well more so than it already does.


Faith is even shocked that Giles and the rest of the gang are out on Spike’s head. Dawn and Xander surely hate him and Giles wants him dead. What a turn of events that Faith is questioning everyone else’s morality. She’s smart enough to wonder how bad can Spike be that the good guys are crazy enough to try to kill him. She is intrigued as well as on her guard. She is a Slayer after all.


With the new addition to The Scooby Gang, Principal Robin Wood, we get to explore more of Spike’s history as Robin is the son of the second slain Slayer by Spike’s hands (teeth). All Robin sees is a monster and is hell bent on serving Spike some justice in Lies My Parents Told Me. And he has a valid hatred of the vamp. However, Buffy’s morals are in the gray area and she has more fight in her to justify Spike’s behavior than to just let Robin (and Giles) off him. Spike did his worst in the past, including killing two Slayers, according to Buffy. Him having a soul now excuses his past life and he deserves to live and be redeemed just as much as a human being. Plus, she’s just not going to fit Robin’s personal vendetta into her schedule.


So, as far as Buffy is concerned – if you’re against Spike, you’re against her. Robin doesn’t want to be on The Slayer’s naughty list, so he puts his hatred and personal vendetta aside. Robin serves as someone to comment on The Scooby Gang’s unconventional behavior in determining who’s good and bad.

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Which allows for some comedy, especially when commenting on how the group treats Andrew – who shouldn’t even be there. Soon enough, though, Andrew grows accepting of his hostage-status and even believes that he is something of an honored guest.



Robin and Faith also begin a romantic/sexual relationship as he is someone strong and smart enough to soften up her rough exterior. Normally, men are tools that she can use up and throw away when she’s tired of dealing with them. Unlike Buffy, who is 90% dealing with romantic issues per season, Faith never has to deal with men slowing her down or trying to change her. However, Robin is someone different and interesting enough to make Faith second-guest having a romantic relationship or at least allowing someone in. Besides their physical attractiveness to each other, Robin and Faith can actually talk about what’s going on inside their heads.


It’s funny, because Robin started off interested in Buffy – even if it was to get to know The Slayer and for Buffy to date someone ‘normal’. Of course, their dating didn’t last long as Buffy was too tied up in confused feelings about Spike, and Robin basically only wanted to get close enough to Buffy to get to Spike. I loved seeing Buffy dress up and put a smile on her face. It’s been too long.

“Daughters” by John Mayer

While we’re talking about Buffy and Robin, it’s good to mention that they meet at the ‘re-vamped’ Sunnydale High. Robin is the principal and Buffy becomes the counselor – a position perfect enough to spread her wisdom when the kids are in shock at all of the weirdness that flows from the Hellmouth beneath the school. Plus, she’s close enough to keep Dawn safe and kick some vamp and demon and ghost and whatever else butt! It’s finally a real job and the perfect job if you ask me. Who else knows what the students are dealing with more than Buffy? She did win ‘Class Protector’ back at her senior prom.


Sadly the counselor job doesn’t last long as Buffy has to deal with Caleb and The First and all of the ubervamps. She also has to train all of the potential Slayers living at casa-Summers. Good thing she has Faith, Willow, Dawn, Giles, Xander, and even Anya and Spike to help her out. Their methods may be unconventional, but we’re talking life and death, so if Spike has to put the fear in the girls to toughen them up, so be it.


I was so intrigued with the direction the show was going during my first time watching season seven. I knew it was the end and I had experienced so many emotions watching the previous seasons. Seeing Buffy having to really engage with others beside the Scooby Gang and having her leadership role called into question was something shiny and new to view. I loved the new storylines and added characters. I even appreciated Buffy being booted out of her own house for her and the others to realize that they all have to change and there needs to be more shared responsibility among them. They are not safe and seeing what happens to Xander really opened my eyes to how really bad and long-lasting things can happen to my favorite characters.


Xander becomes someone totally lovable this season (as well as last season) and I have so much more sympathy and respect for him. He’s hung in there a long time. All of the wiseguy comedic liners were toned down for me to see him as someone serious. He’s the best friend that I could only dream of having. Willow’s role is dialed back as she has to pull herself back to pieces after the events of season six. Giles is there to rehab her magical abilities.


There is a hilarious scene in Him where Willow and Anya fight over the same guy that Buffy and Dawn are fighting over. I love it, because the guy is obviously pulling some supernatural whammy as you know, he’s not Willow’s type.


I have grown to love Anya as well and her story-line this season comes together quite nicely. She may have reverted to vengeance, but her bond with The Scooby Gang is enough to put her humanity in check.


Plus, she was getting on Buffy’s naughty list, so she had to tone it down, before she got vanquished. She and Xander are not officially back together this season, but she can’t deny that she still cares for him. He accepts her bluntness and often rude comments and gestures all the same.


In the end, we see her protect someone other than herself and though it’s a shocking scene, it’s great to see Anya rise up and become a hero.


Most of the Scoobies survive, but their place in Sunnydale has all fallen to rubble. Seeing Spike and Anya bite the dust is heart-wrenching, but excellent television writing. Their story-lines have lead them to sacrifice themselves and put themselves out there for the greater good. Plus, Spike is like a cockroach, so I would just tune in to Angel’s final season to pick up the pieces. Speaking of Angel, we get to see him again this season as well.

Hey. Hey.

I hate that the series eventually ends, but it does so on such a strong note. The series finale is probably one of the most satisfying endings that I have witnessed from all of the television series that I consume. And even though it ends, it doesn’t actually ends. Buffy continues in graphic novel form. I still haven’t invested in reading up on the Scooby Gang’s adventures, but it’s something that I will get around to eventually.



That’ll actually be something great to do on my next go around watching the series. I watch Buffy at least twice a year, because it’s just a show that I heavily identify with and find resolve in. Every time I watch it, I learn something new about the characters and about myself.

Thanks for stopping by and I hope that you watch the series and enjoy it as much as I do.

‘Til next time.


Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!

Hello everyone!

It’s been such a great year and I just want to wish everyone a great holiday season! Spend it with your family, your friends, and with those that make you feel absolutely happy and amazing. Life’s too short to drain your energy trying to please those that just aren’t wired to be pleased. I’ve spent a bit of my time this year trying to love those that just do not deserve all of my time and energy. And it’s not selfish to say that I’ve given up on trying to be a person that others love to be around. I’m just trying this new thing called ‘loving myself’ and trying my best to be happy. Genuinely happy. If that means that I make others happy in the process, well more power to me!

With all of that said, I made a list of some of the ways that I’ve found happiness this holiday season. Because, you know, the holidays are stressful and the time when a lot of people begin self-evaluating whether or not they are pleased with the way that their life has been going. Evaluating all of the things that they could do better going into the new year. It can be tough, but honestly be happy with yourself and the rest will follow suite. I’ve gone out of my way to do a few things that I know makes me happy.

So here’s my list.

Quality time with family 

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My family is not the close-knit type of family. We argue and fight a lot and disagree on some of the dumbest things. Most of the time it’s a power struggle to see who can go the longest without having to need the other. There’s a lot of huffing, pouting, and crossing arms in my house. But then again, we love each other enough to the point that we at least make an attempt to spend time with one another. Even when we honestly don’t want to. We compromise on doing things that we can all benefit from – like shopping or seeing movie.


We bicker and sometimes I think that we’re better off  just separating from the ties that bind us. Spend enough time apart to find our individual selves. But my family is a part of me and I’m a part of my family. We always get pulled back into each others graces and when the holidays are over, we start the bickering all over again.

Reconnect with friends

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Do you realize how ridiculous you look?

I rarely get to spend time with my actual friends throughout the year, but when I do, it’s always amazing. We laugh. We cry. We drink a little. We dance. We act like children. We envision our futures. We get sort of depressed about how old we’re getting. Then we drink a little more and we laugh some more. It’s great. We tease each other, because we’re all moving at different paces throughout the year and sometimes we get ourselves into some weird situations that become the best stories shared over a bottle of Merlot and holiday cookies.

Get into the holiday spirit

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I totally look like Santa, right?

Put on a Santa hat and study up on your religion or spirituality during the holiday season. Think about what the holiday really stands for rather than all of the commercial propaganda (which is nice given its limits).

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Honestly, my family is huge on celebrating Christmas, but I’m diving more into Kwanzaa territory this year. I mean, why not? Whatever holiday that you celebrate, really get into it. Bring out the ugly Christmas sweaters, the eggnog, the platters of food, and 90’s Mariah Carey tunes. But also remember or learn about your roots and think about why you’re even celebrating the holidays in the first place.

Switch up the food

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So for the past six (maybe seven) months, I have been vegetarian. Well, actually more so pescatarian, if we’re into labels. It’s been great in terms of how I feel about my body and health. Unfortunately, the holidays bring on a lot of anxiety in the food department. It’s mostly due to all of the family traditional recipes and lack of effort to adjust to everyone’s individual diets. There’s a ton of meat and heavy calories being served up at my house, but I have put in the effort to include the foods that work for me so that I won’t feel guilty or frustrated about the food that I am/not eating at the table.

Be appreciative of your work and coworkers


I work with a variety of people and personalities and I love it. Sometimes I forget to stop and appreciate those around me and those that support  the work that I do. My coworkers and I truly are a team, though. Getting out of bed to come do our jobs keeps the system flowing nicely and the work spread in our different departments and positions. At the end of the day, we’re all just people with our own lives. Stopping to say thanks or taking a few holiday pictures with each other really adds depth to the relationships that we keep at work.

Share some mistletoe

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It’s no secret that the holidays bring out the romance in the best of us. Whether or not you’re married or in a committed relationship, spend some time under the mistletoe and embrace the love in the air. Seriously though, what is it about the holidays that make us all lovey-dovey? My friends and I joke that the holidays should be called ‘cuddle season’. A force to size-up Valentine’s Day.

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And even if you’re single, there’s no shame in appreciating the sense of kindness that seems to be a special ingredient in the hot cocoa that we’re sipping on. Spread the love.

*Just a note that David is in both of the photos above. Sigh. He understands what I’m talking about.*

Happy holidays guys! ‘Til next time.

TV: Supernatural

Music Recommendation: “Space Oddity” by David Bowie

I’ve watched this show since day one. I still remember the premiere night on The WB. All of the advertisement / promos (2:38) had me at Two Brothers, Saving People, Hunting Things. I was even more sold when I noticed that the two brothers were Jared Padalecki (Dean from Gilmore Girls) and Jensen Ackles (Jason from Smallville). It was like fulfilling a The WB fan’s ultimate wish of having actors from two of their favorite shows team up for a whole new show. I was ready to see some references to the other shows (and Gilmore Girls was actually mentioned as an early meta-moment on the series) and I was just excited to see the actors become two new characters.

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You guys don’t know it yet, but there’s a long road ahead of you.

So, I don’t watch horror movies. I get the most intense nightmares and my body physically and mentally start to shut down if I see a horror movie character that’s utterly frightening and nightmarish. However, I grew up with family members that love horror movies. So unfortunately due to this – I’ve actually seen a few of them. Who wants to sit in a room by themselves when everyone else is in the living room watching scary movies?

The volume is turned up and the walls seem to close in on you. I decided I’d rather sit in the living room with them. At least they were there to protect me. Sometimes I would just cover my eyes while still hearing everything. Other times I would just watch the movie and pray that I wouldn’t dream about Leprechaun, Freddy, or Pennywise (I only lasted through the first 2-5 minutes of ‘It’, before I was like hell no). This was basically me.

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That was scary!

Fortunately, there were some movies that were less horror and more supernatural like The Craft, Blade (trilogy)The FacultyUnderworld (all of them)Interview With A Vampire, The Mummy (first two), and many others that I found intriguing and fascinating. I was drawn to the mythical worlds and ‘other-worldly’ phenomena. The supernatural. Witches and vampires were my favorite to watch. There was just something about magic and (and even science) that has always kept me glued to the screen and buried in the books.

Hocus pocus

With that, I was attracted to seeing a TV series about urban legends, dark fairytales, magic, and other-worldly stories. The premise of Supernatural seemed to keep all of the ‘supernatural stuff’ somewhat grounded in reality. When it came to all of the religious tropes, legends, and characters, I was fully invested. I felt like the show was truly teaching me something. I’m not even all that religious, just more so spiritual. I like to think I am as rational as they come, but uniquely open-minded at the same time. I’d say something like, maybe witches do exist – but they certainly don’t fly on brooms or have talking black cats. Or, if there are fairies in this world, they certainly don’t have wings.


I think that’s why these types of films and television series (Charmed, Smallville, Angel, Buffy, Roswell, etc.) have always had a special place in my heart. Clearly, I don’t see this type of stuff everyday, so my eyes are wide open to seeing what types of paranormal things can happen on screen. Maybe some things hit closer to reality than others, like practicing voodoo (and witchcraft) and biblical protests and outcry. But other things like  vampires, werewolves, leprechauns, fairies, The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse, and angels and demons are all far out there. Though, I enjoy each incarnation of the stories as I can take from literature, cinema and television.

Must be that evil spirit broad that we’re gunning for.

It really helps that Sam and Dean are human (at least for the most part during the earlier seasons) and they walk into these situations ready to kick some butt. I like to think that I view all of this madness through them instead of all of the victims in the series, because Sam and Dean know what to do and how to make these creepy things go away. And the victims – well, they’re victims. I don’t want to be them.

So, let’s talk Supernatural.

Dean Winchester


You can’t be a SPN (Supernatural) fan without loving Dean Winchester. He is just a damn good character. I was partially excited about seeing Jensen in this role because of watching him on Smallville. So I was already invested in what he could bring to this new series. And there’s so much depth to Dean that I don’t even know where to start.

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First off, who doesn’t love a guy that can kick some demon a**, eat a whole pie, polish up his whip (um, his car), play some sweet classic rock tunes, battle with himself about how he could do better at saving his brother from the dark side, bromance with his favorite angelic amigo, woo the ladies, bicker with his little bro, bicker at imminent victims when they’re just asking for it or at guys that actually go chasing after the paranormal (Ghost Facers, vampire fans, etc.), and can eat a greasy burger and fries from the nearest whole-in-the-wall diner joint before the day’s over with? And there’s actually so much more to all of this.

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Dean is just so relatable and believable in terms of all of the crap that he, Sam, and co. have to put up with. He’s the macho guy that will definitely scope out the ladies in the room during an interrogation. He spends most of his time of the road – with his brother – so there’s no shame. He’s just so rock ‘n roll. And if scoring a few phone numbers doesn’t pan out, there’s always the menu.

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In all seriousness though, Dean has been through a lot on SPN. Literally going to hell and back in the past decade and some change. He’s hit those points where he’s like why do I even keep trying? Sure, he kicks some butt, but there seems to always be something bigger, badder, or just more annoying and cunning around the corner to screw with him!

Really? I just saved the damn world!

So when it’s all said and done and you can’t catch air with your bare hands (because that’s how I see Sam and Dean’s plight to saving the world) you have to think about all of the good in the world and all the better things that you could be doing or eating like…


Then you have all of the classic hits rock out to, because what’s better to listen to on the road than some Queen, Zeppelin, KISS, and even some Asia. Demons, you may be taking over the world. And angels, you may be as corrupt as the demons, but damnit I still have my Bon Jovi.


Even when Sam is busy losing his soul (oh, and I haven’t forgotten that Dean becomes Dean-mon [get it] in season 10 – I’m just using my selective memory here) or sleeping with a demon or being possessed by a rogue angel, Dean fights for those moments where he can just be with Sammy, his little…

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Sam Winchester


Alright, alright. So I came to this show for this face. For Jared Padalecki. For that innocent grin / moody-brooding lovable face. I loved him in Gilmore Girls and I was ticked that he was leaving the show, but I was stoked that he had his own show coming with another The WB star. I was also excited that Jared was playing the younger brother and the studious type, because Gilmore Girls basically had him as an average Joe. Smart, but not the genius and studious type like Rory. Anyway, this was a whole new show giving Jared a whole new attitude. I couldn’t be more ready to watch.


While I’m discussing Sam, I loved pre-season four Sam with his short shaggy hair and his lanky physique. I don’t know if his physical appearance coincided with his character’s demeanor and personality, but he was just so adorable during the earlier seasons. And he also really emphasized how much he struggled to be in the family business vs. rather being in law school and having a normal life. The thing is, when you live in the world of SPN, and you’re 100% aware of all that goes bump in the night, there’s no way that you can just go to law school and be normal. Because law school isn’t normal.

No more Mr. Nice guy.

So, Sam had to buckle down and hop on the bandwagon with Dean and poppa Winchester, because there’s no point in wanting a normal life when there are so many forces making sure that you can’t. You have to fight for the life that you want and fight for those that are oblivious to all of the evil in the world (or at least in Midwest America).

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And In terms of his family, yeah, Sam had some issues with John and the fact that Dean was kind of following in John’s footsteps. Sam was the sensitive one, thinking about how the forces of evil robbed his opportunity to ever be a normal guy. To spend time with his family during a normal holiday or bring home his girlfriend to meet them. Demons had a way of taking away the women in Sam’s life (his mom and Jess) so if anything, he just regretted that this was the life for him. Being a hunter. He foresaw beautiful things in life that he could never have. Or, he would have to spend a long time fighting to have.

Does it ever stop?

I felt for Sam. I really did. He loved his big brother and wanted his dad to be safe, but he hated that he had to give up so much more. A life. The irony is, Sam was the good son, but somehow was destined to be evil or to go dark (first). His story in the first few seasons seemed to come full circle. Finding out that he had demon blood and was chosen to lead a demon army, splitting up the two Winchester brothers and choosing the least suspected one. Even I didn’t see that coming. I also didn’t see this coming…


Because wow, Jared Padalecki was filling out and he was definitely not skipping arm, leg, chest, or back day. Sam had become a beefcake. Like, I couldn’t take him seriously as the little brother anymore and was (still am) torn on how I felt about that. He could throw Dean around a few times without breaking a sweat (and did when they were pitted against each other). Sam could also handle his own now. If he wanted to go rogue – he could and I wouldn’t worry about him easily dying (or not coming back). But, I would worry about him coming back evil, because an evil version of this fitted guy – whoa. Trouble. I just miss the times where he was sweet and adorable and calling Dean a…

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The Family Business


The show begins with Sam and Dean following in their father’s, John, footsteps to solve some of the supernatural cases across the (mostly Mid-West) country. As boys, John prepared them to be aware and cautious of things that go bump in the night, especially since their mother was killed by a supernatural force. Some time down the line, John decided to go solo on a “hunting trip”. It had been years since all three of them went on a case, with Sam leaving the family business and going off to Stanford University. Dean shows up and warns Sam that John is missing and it’s time to get back into action. The first season centers around Sam and Dean looking for John while using his journal to solve cases that aren’t suited for regular investigators or FBI agents.

And did I forget to mention that [older] John Winchester was played by Jeffrey Dean Morgan? Guys, I have the biggest screen crush on JDM. Even before I started watching Grey’s Anatomy, I was in love with his mug. His eyes. His smile. His charm. He just exudes charm. Even on Supernatural as the gritty, broody John Winchester, I found him absolutely dashing. He’s got that whole kill ’em with kindness appeal. It’s also amazing how much he and Jensen Ackles favor each other. Great casting.


The whole find John storyline in season one was fantastic. The boys were following in his footsteps and using his clues to all of the evil crap out there and the ways that they could fight said evil crap. The human element to all of this was that their dad was missing and possibly dead. But, he was kind of like a Mufasa (in theory) to the boys. Guiding them to their destiny. Or, leading them to where he was waiting for them. Because John had all of the answers.


Finding him didn’t necessarily mean that they could just hug it out and slap backs telling funny stories about their journey along the way. No. Hell no. The boys were pissed, because John was actually alive and well. Oh and he was on a hot trail to the thing that killed their mother, Mary. He could have let them know that he was alive or that he was on a trail or that he didn’t want them in the line of fire. But, weren’t they always going to be in the line of fire?

The fact of the matter is that they pretty much thought  that John was dead. That they were orphans. So, they were pissed that they had to believe and feel this. Then, poof, no just kidding. Then, you know they were ready and willing enough to face the thing that killed Mary. It’s a family matter and they should all go down swinging in their mom’s honor. How dare John go at it alone? It’s the FAMILY business. Yeah, I’m not completely irrational. I understand that John had his reasons. He just seemed a little too suicidal for my liking. Even if he was doing it for Mary.

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I really do appreciate the time traveling / alternative realities where we get to see what was and what could have been – in terms of the Winchester family. It’s a powerful thing to start a series off with a loving parent and having that parent die during the first few minutes of the first episode. Guess that’s why I love super hero legends as most of the time, the super heroes begin their quest after the catalyst of losing parents / family.

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Flashbacks and Throwbacks.

I love that Sam and Dean were given opportunities to see their family when they were around their own ages. Young, fresh – beginning this good vs. evil fight. Sam and Dean were given the time to spend with their folks after losing the both of them in their actual reality. There’s something about being able to see so little of John and Mary as their older selves (even less of Mary) and then getting to go back in time and see them in another time, being oblivious to the future and to the fact that the two grown men in front of them are their children. And that their children have been through a whole lot. Though, the look on young Mary’s face in the above picture just hints at her actual awareness that something is not right and of her hunter capabilities. She doesn’t trust so easily as the hunter life has hardened her. I love the twist that her family was the hunter side and that she became a hunter long before John did.


Bobby. Dear ol’ Bobby. I really miss having him around. He was definitely the father figure that the boys needed after John passed. He took care of the more below the line necessities in the hunter life. Like making sure that everyone had fake identities to fly under the radar as well as having an adequate amount of books and lore on the evils and whatnot. He also represented history and proof that a hunter could live at least until their 50s. Not bad?  Bobby had been around the block a few times and could pick up on cues to what evil was making a return or what felt familiar and how it could be stopped. Things were less of a surprise to him and more of an opportunity to teach the next generation. I definitely saw Bobby as the parent-type, figuratively (and literally?) paying bills and keeping up shop while the kiddos went off and did their work…hunting. Bobby taught them a thing or two and kept them together, as a family. Because the hunter life is hard-knock life.


And Bobby was just one pivotal part of the extended Winchester family. Ellen and Jo fulfilled the strong women roles in the boys life, because you got to have that woman’s touch. I’ll say more on that in a bit. But just looking at the image above, I think Sam and Dean were at their happiest and most whole when they had their makeshift family: an actual angel as a close friend, two hunter ladies that understood the lifestyle – one being a mother figure and the other a possible romantic figure for Dean – and of course, Bobby. Good times.

Bros Over Demons


Ever since they were boys, Sam and Dean have had to stick together no matter what. Their blood always pulled them back together despite situations that would easily tear any other relationship apart: like going to hell, losing a soul, etc. A brilliant aspect of the show is the emphasis on family and brotherhood through thick and thin. These guys literally went to hell and back and the #1 thing that they care about and hold dear is saving one another. Keeping their family alive. Keeping them out of harms way.

As the older brother, Dean had to look out for Sam and for the most part, he wanted Sam to stay pure. To somehow not let the darkness consume or eat away at him. The business is a hard life and though we see that Sam is capable of kicking some butt and taking some names, his heart was never fully into being a hunter. Dean’s destiny seemed to be following and becoming John. But, with Dean desiring to keep Sam and hunting at arms length, he also needed him to have his back. He needed Sam to want to find John. He needed Sam to save him. So, they were bound to bump heads on a number of occasions.


And something that I find ironic, and you probably do too if you’ve been keeping up with the series, is that Dean seems to be the most pure from the evil that tries to change and corrupt them. Sure, he keeps his feelings bottled up until he just can’t anymore. Sure, he’s the macho one that tends to easily get pissed off. Sure, he’s the oldest with the most responsibility. But with all that said and done, his mission has always been clear: Keep Sammy alive. Keep his family together. Fight the good fight.

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As the series progressed, Sam seemed to be the easy target and the easiest to be swayed or corrupted. He never really seemed to have Dean’s back as much as Dean had his. I think I lost faith in Sam after he came back from hell without his soul in season six. From then, I just didn’t trust him. No matter how much Dean ‘forgave’ or trusted him when he got his soul back. Sam just wasn’t the kid brother / innocent one anymore. Not in my eyes. I missed when he had his little shaggy hairdo and served as the shy/research wiz.

Just look how cute Sam was.

The show tried a ton of things to re-humanize Sam and put the brothers back on track, but I just didn’t see the same relationship that the boys had in the beginning. Too much had happened. Too much had changed the both of them. They continued to love and save each other, but there seemed to be a thick glass wall between them. It doesn’t help that they’re constantly pulled apart due to different alliances.

I Think I'm Gonna Like it Here

And speaking of brothers, will we ever see or hear about this guy again?

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They left me in hell. How rude!


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The angels have landed. Season four was quite the surprise for me. I spent the end of season three basically holding my breathe as the concept of hell was being more and more depicted and the boys, at least one of them, would be heading there fairly soon. We’ve seen the possessions and black eyed demons consume a number of victims, but hell being an actual place and destination – kind of twisted my stomach into knots.

For me, the scariest seasons will always be seasons 1-2, with season 3 still being one of my favorite in terms of when it was just Sam and Dean being the main characters. There’s just that core premise that I cherish of the story being about two brothers. Nevertheless, season four was dope! I mean come on, angels? Really? In this dark world of SPN? I was excited just to see how they would be depicted based on what we’ve seen as the evil in the SPN universe. And the fact that they even existed in the SPN universe after having seen all for the crappy things that had happened to Sam and Dean. Like seriously, we could have used an angel or five back in seasons one, two, and three.


But I’ll never forget the experience of seeing Castiel introduced on the show. His entrance is one of the best of the new characters (after Lucifer’s). There were just so many feelings happening as I was seeing the portrayal of an angel on this show. Sure, I had seen angels before on screen – I’m a huge fan of Nicholas Cage’s City of Angels.

It was just that angels existed in the SPN world. It seemed like the show was steeping into new territory and the boys only slightly alluded to actually believing that angels existed in the previous seasons. I guess it all made sense seeing as Dean was dragged to hell at the end of season three. The show was getting more into religious lore / myth and I couldn’t help but be excited to learn what ‘characters’ would be introduced that I could reference back into biblical study. To see a future portrayal of God or Lucifer actually frightened me, but I was more curious than anything else.

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After a an exceeding amount of [corrupt] angels (no, seriously, most of the time the angels were causing more harm than the demons) and I couldn’t help but sigh and roll my eyes every time they showed up with their questionable and dry antics to stop the other side or teach Sam and Dean a lesson. I mean, at least the demons were humorous at times and rightfully made a mess of things. I understood that they were the bad guys and that they understood their place as well. But the angels were becoming too self-righteous and I absolutely did not understand how they were supposedly the good guys. How were they even angels? But you know, it’s television and if the angels came to save the day, what would Sam and Dean have to do?

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With my whole lack of faith (pun intended) in the angels on the show though, I enjoyed seeing Castiel constantly getting stripped of his powers and his character becoming more humanized. His dry arrogance become more of a gag to have him learn how to ‘come down to earth’ and be a regular guy and learn the basic nuances of us human folk.

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What better way to humanize Cas than to have him tweeting and being really excited about indulging in social media? Because yeah, we live in those times. Season six’s The French Mistake episode really caught me off guard (in a good way) and I saw the show through this new lens of the characters actually being characters and the actors should be given so much credit for their portrayals of them. Misha Collins exceeded my expectations in his portrayal of…Misha Collins. I don’t think I ever laughed so hard watching the series.


Also, the beauty of having Castiel on the show alleviated some of that need to see Dean trust and bond with someone other than Sam – as their relationship was changing. Castiel being the one to pull Dean out of hell and give him further purpose to fight the good fight all the more sealed his pivotal presence in Dean’s life. Someone else besides Sam was important enough to fight and sacrifice for. And don’t get me wrong, I love Sammy, but sometimes I just don’t believe in his efforts.

I enjoy seeing the bromance between the guys, but Castiel and Dean can really tug at my heart strings. I personally love seeing Dean’s emotional and vulnerable side, so the fact that Castiel can push him to that level makes him a no-brainer choice addition to the cast.


Even though Castiel is the powerful divine-being of the trio, he constantly puts his own faith in the Winchester brothers. He believes that they are more than just two humans throwing punches – but two of God’s sons that are equally in this world for the right reasons. It’s also nice to have him around when demons decide to pay a visit. I love seeing Cas’s nonchalant smiting.

The Ladies


Excuse us?

So, being a chick and watching this show as a teenager – I couldn’t help but desire to see some tough women on the series. Like, sure I loved the eye-candy and seeing all of the macho-macho manly creature butt-kicking, but I was about ready for the show to represent my own gender. No, I didn’t need the show to turn Sam and Dean into boyfriends and have their girlfriends become the focus of their motivations and our attention. But, I did want to see some femininity and see the lifestyle of female hunters. Because – they existed. They had to.

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Indeed, I was really happy to meet hunter Ellen and her daughter Jo. Two kicka** ladies with some history with John Winchester. Not only did they exceed at challenging the boys, but they added depth to Sam and Dean’s characters and to the series in general. I touched on their family-oriented relationship with the boys, but that’s just the surface. With their association with John and the hunter community, I was really hoping that Ellen and Jo wouldn’t be revealed as John’s mistress (Ellen) and illegitimate daughter (Jo). I just didn’t want their characters to go in that direction, because sure I loved Ellen’s mother figure role – and even though Jo was like a sister to the boys, I held out hope that Jo and Dean would fall in love.

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I know, I know, I’m chasing my tail here as I just said that I didn’t want the boys to have girlfriends. But, Jo genuinely brought something out of Dean. To have Dean be a protective boyfriend and have him be attracted to Jo, but at the same time enjoying their old married couple bickering that he would be too embarrassed to let her know that he thought she was hot. Did that make sense? Basically, Jo was much more than a damsel and more of an equal to Dean. She kept him on his toes and biting his tongue.

They battled with each other, because there was some realness to their budding romance. I was heartbroken when Ellen and Jo didn’t make it and we had to see Dean’s heart broken. I don’t think he ever honestly cared about any other romantic partner the way he could’ve loved Jo (Not even that one chick he shacked up with when Sam went to hell). I also loved how Sam would be in the background, trying to stay out of the way of the heated bickering. Like, sorry Dean, you’re on your own. Jo’s just that scary. Maybe the scariest thing Dean has/will ever encounter. True love.


Speaking of Sam and love – this guy made some questionable choices in the ladies department. But he and Jess seemed like the cutest and most comfortable couple. Just look at how nice the two paired off. Totally hate that we lose Jessica at the very beginning, but I think Sam’s loss jump started his tainted decisions in romance. He basically cuts off his humanity toward the next few ladies that he gets with, because Jess holds a special place in his heart and no other seemed to replace her.

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Off of the top of my head, Sam ends up hooking up with a werewolf, being swayed by a demon (Meg), becoming buddies with another demon (Ruby) and later hooking up with said demon (but played by a different actress). I’ll call her Ruby 2.0. There are other ladies also in the mix, including that one chick who’s husband returned. I wasn’t interested or invested in watching that ordeal. And yes, I do remember that Dean hooked up with a fallen angel and an Amazon that got pregnant with an rapid-aging daughter. Both Sam and Dean permanently scarred me with their romantic decisions.

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I’m the other Ruby.

And I hated Sam’s relationship with Rudy 2.0, because it just seemed so uncharacteristic (well, actually not because Sam and Dean don’t know how to choose the right ladies) of a Winchester. But, I thought Sam was suppose to be a the smart one. The fact that he was knowingly sleeping with the enemy just kind of upset me and made me more distrustful of him. He definitely wasn’t the Sam from the previous seasons. I thought that he was becoming a little twisted and basically gave up on caring to be the good guy. Plus, Ruby 2.0 bored me to tears. She just didn’t command my attention like the Ruby played by Katie Cassidy (thankfully we can now see her kicking butt on Arrow).

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I could talk about all of the other ladies on the show, most of them being redheads. Seriously, is there something about redheads that the show runners find symbolic to the show, or is it just a coincidence? In any case, after Ellen and Jo died, I lost interest in the female dynamic of the series.

Going Undercover 

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I have so many questions about the boys’ FBI / pastor / health coach / gym coach / whatever else disguise necessary for the case. First off, why is it so easy for the guys to just assume federal identities when there are sometimes other cops and officials casing out the scene? And in the earlier seasons, the guys just flashed a badge and weren’t even in ‘costume’. Like, who’s going to believe that they are FBI? They could’ve be in on the crime as far as the official investigation goes. I mean, they do know a lot about some of the incriminating details – wouldn’t they be able to help out some of the cops who are just doing their job to save the day? Maybe?

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And then it starts to get ridiculous with the quick flashes of the badge and their interrogations to know more details about the strange cases. Wouldn’t victims and witnesses be just a little more on their toes about talking to just anybody? Badge or no badge. I guess that’s where Bobby came in with all of the phone lines and whatnot. But seriously, when Cas gets in on the disguises it’s just even more unbelievable.

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Am I doing this right?

I do love when the guys dress in their suits though. Dean is good at interrogating while Sam is the sympathetic one. Basically – bad cop and good cop, respectively. I don’t even know what I would call Cas. If he isn’t appearing to be absent-minded or stand-offish, he’s just plain ol’ goofy. Back in seasons two and three, the guys were made and their identities were no longer so secret. The show really let them have it in terms of what could happen when the real cops could lock you up for impersonating cops, or for withholding information on cases, being too close to the case that you actually appear guilty, or for just getting involved in places where ‘normal’ people shouldn’t be sticking their noses. Like, who gave them special permission to solve the gruesome murders and unusual activity? After all, being a hunter is unofficial business.

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Another question that I have is, why don’t the guys let the cops know who they are and what they do? Let them in on the supernatural world with some proof. Maybe they could become liaisons with all of the official crime investigators. I think that would save them a lot of trouble with the cops arresting them or having to have fake phone lines and get cheap suits. Maybe the guys could earn some extra dough and be official. Not having to scramble up news clippings or do all of that extra research. With funding from the government, hunters could have top-notch research equipment at their fingertips. Though, that path could go sideways in so many ways. I guess you can’t put a price on saving the world, huh? *But who pays for all of their weapons and their clothes? Food?

Seriously, what if the FBI had a demon-specialist division or protocol on what to do when Lucifer ascends? Hospitals could be on stand-by waiting for all of the victims stabbed after possessions. If I was a normal human in the world of SPN, I would want to be informed that demons, angels and the paranormal walked among us. There could be special training in exorcisms and how-to-guides on what to do when you come across a Wendigo. Sam and Dean and hunters in general could make a fortune. They could also reduce the amount of lives taken. Just give them clearance at the FBI and special forces. Because they specialize in supernatural forces.

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But we would miss out on seeing this.

Diners and Motels

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If we’re talking earlier seasons before Sam and Dean had the Men of Letters fortress, which is basically an actual place to call their own, we could relish on the goodness of having the guys utilize diners and motels as their places of business and residence. Some of my favorite situations took place where Sam and Dean were getting a meal and going over the case. It’s the sense of travel and being on the road that I found uniquely interesting about Supernatural. Even though they seem to choose the same types of places to go over pivotal information, they are constantly moving and allowing us to see them surrounded by normal people going about a realistic routine like eating…

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Cas and his awkwardness / Sam and his salads

…and sleeping. They guys may be super heroes in their own rights, but they are firstly people and they need their cups of coffee, a daily shower, some food, and a bed to lay their head at the end of the day. A lot of other shows have their central and recurring meetup places like Central Perk (Friends), P3 (Charmed), The Peach Pit (Beverly Hills, 90210), The Crashdown (Roswell), etc. Supernatural uniquely has recurring places, but at the same time the guys are always somewhere different. Even in later seasons, the guys still move around and travel to cases rather than only sticking around situations that are conveniently close to their Men of Letters fortress.

The guys are regular rolling stones.

The Music

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And speaking of rolling stones, the music in SPN cannot go unnoticed. I wonder how much the show-runners pay just for the rights to use most of the music. The music isn’t just the Top 40 “hits” like many other shows use, but some of the best classic rock tunes from the 70s, 80s, and even early 90s. The soundtrack adds to the authenticity to the characters and geography. To their family’s history and life occupation. Their lives are gritty and poetic. Very much rock and roll. You can’t help but turn up the volume when something largely exciting is moving the story forward and Bon Jovi is playing or when Dean is dancing to Eye of the Tiger in his impala. I’ve discovered so much good music on this series. Music that I knew, but just didn’t have saved in my iTunes library. Best believe I have my own Supernatural playlist now. Here’s one of my favorite music moments.

Dean and His Baby (Impala)


Also supporting this story and making the nature and characters of the guys more believable is Dean’s 1967 Chevy Impala. Because, what other type of vehicle would be used to drive the story forward? Dean loves his car, nicknamed ‘Baby’, and he gets seriously butt hurt when something happens to it – which is basically all of the time.


And Dean likes to be the one in charge of all things Baby, including driving her and choosing what music to listen to. He drives Baby as if he’s Batman driving the Batmobile. She gives him major demon hunting street cred.

As many times as Sam and Dean have died and come back, Baby herself has been resurrected quite a bit. She looks the same as the first time we saw her and we’re on season eleven. After she’s been wrecked or totaled, Dean makes it his mission to restore and bring her back to life. She’s basically a symbol for his own life and she represents this timeless connection to the Winchester family.

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The best moments with Baby are when the boys are driving down long roads and trying to figure out where they stand – with each other and with the season’s big bad. Baby keeps the boys moving and is just as much of a hero herself. She stands in for comedic moments as well, because the bad guys know that to get to Dean, all they have to do is mess with his Baby.

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The Things That Go Bump in the Night


I think the moments when Sam and Dean hunt down the baddie of the episode and figure out how to take it down are some of the most interesting segments in this series. We get to know how the baddie operates by way of the carnage from the victims and then we have Sam and Dean (and Cas) swoop in to case out the place where the baddie was last seen. As someone who doesn’t like scary movies, I sure did allow myself to be scared early on watching this show. It’s mostly due to Sam and Dean being there to explain what was causing all of the havoc and how they were going to stop it.

I have to give props (pun definitely intended) to the costume, special effects, and writing and research teams during the early seasons. I found comfort seeing Sam and Dean recite exorcisms, use rock salt to create barriers and use other charms and spells to attack and take down the creatures and baddies. Sometimes they would be so nonchalant about their job that the episodes were funny.


For me, the scariest and coolest of the baddies include:

  • Reaper (season one’s Faith)
  • Bloody Mary (season one)
  • Hookman (season one)
  • Scarecrow (season one)
  • Djinn (season two’s What Is and What Should Never Be)
  • The Clown / Rakshasa (season two’s Everybody Loves a Clown)
“Look mommy, another clown.”
  • Throat slashed spirit/ghost (season two’s The Usual Suspects)
  • Vampires (especially season two’s Bloodlust)
  • Werewolves (especially season two’s Heart)
  • Wendigo (season one)
  • Evil Santa and Mrs. Clause / pagan gods (season three’s A Very Supernatural Christmas)


And the boys usually have a black and white sort of perspective in terms of what should and should not be killed. A perfect example is spirits, because no matter who they were when they were alive and how much they meant to you – they should stay dead. Bringing them back would not be bringing them back, but something hollow and virtually evil.

Also, the creatures that look human and that claim to be ‘good’ or promise to find an alternative way to live (no eating humans, drinking blood, etc.) sometimes make the boys debate on their perspective of good and evil. Because, if we’re getting philosophical – some humans are actually bad. Does being born or created into something inhuman (werewolf, vampire, whatever the heck Jewel Staite’s character was) automatically mean that you’re evil? Think about vampire Benny and werewolf Garth. Plus, what about all of the time the guys allowed Crowley to tag along. He’s the freaking King of Hell.


The Comedy and (Meta-Situations)

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With Supernatural being a show about creatures and demons and the endless battle between good and evil, the show certainly knows how to poke fun at itself on multiple occasions. The show gives us a break from the blood and gore (to an extinct) every once in a while with an episode being meta-aware of the characters and actors in the series (Jensen being in a soap opera, Jared being in House of Wax and Gilmore Girls), making fun of the series itself with the Ghost Facers, exploiting Sam and Dean’s life with fan fiction and graphic novels written by a prophet, or having commentary on horror and supernatural films like The Exorcist and Twilight.



I particularly love the moment at the end of The Usual Suspects (season two), when Dean asks Sam if the female detective looked familiar to him. The detective was played by Linda Blair, the star of the original The Exorcist. Dean then jokes that he’s in the mood for pea soup. Very funny.

And Supernatural didn’t shy away from dissing Twilight, which was much appreciated. I still don’t understand how millions of people were persuaded to obsess over a series with vampires that sparkled. I unfortunately got caught up in it myself, mostly because Harry Potter was ending and I wanted to continue to fangirl with the lot. Now, I would like to blackout that entire portion of my life. Like a bad dream.

Vampires don’t sparkle!

The most notable episode that is hyper meta is season six’s The French Mistake where Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles play Sam and Dean pretending to be Jared and Jensen playing Sam and Dean. Yeah, I know. It’s the most hilarious situation ever.

Sam pretending to be Jared acting as “Sam”.
Dean pretending to be Jensen acting as “Dean”.


There you go, folks. That’s about all my head can take when trying to think about my love for Supernatural. And I have to admit, while typing this post, I’ve noticed that I have no patience for the later seasons. Particularly seasons seven – eleven. Things and plot points just don’t stand out the way they did in the earlier seasons. But, I’m a loyal fan so I’ll stick around.

I’ve even been to two Supernatural conventions and got to see the cast really engage with their fans, most of them being really young or new to the series. I’ve been with the guys since day one and I am just in awe that they’re still on the air and the oldest show on The CW. They’re also the only show left from The WB. Amazing. Check out the series if you haven’t. It’s got the drama, and the horror, and the comedy, and just great chemistry between the cast and characters. I’m going to stick with it to the end.

Here’s one of my favorite season promo trailers.


‘Til next time.

TV: Smallville

Music Recommendation: “Weapon” by Matthew Good Band

Smallville is my favorite show. Hands down, without question. Many come close, but nothing competes with the memories spent watching this show (several times). I love Superman. He honestly gives me this [un]realistic hope that this world isn’t totally screwed up and doomed to destroy itself. There are actual writers out there who have created the ultimate hero. He believes in truth and justice. He fights for our safety. He’s from a world beyond ours, sent to correct our wrongs. He’s courageous and charismatic. He’s strong, but not a macho jerk – too difficult to connect with. He doesn’t let us get pushed around by bullies – including the government (#ARGUS #Checkmate #Cadmus). He’s some guy, to say the least. Plus, his cover is a journalist. Out of all things. He likes to be in the know and have a voice within this world that he’s saving on a reg. Did I mention that he’s easy on the eyes, too?

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Well, hey there good looking.
Ok, ok. Let’s talk Smallville.

I started watching Smallville during it’s fourth season. Flipping through the channels, I caught the episode, Devoted (on The WB), and I was hooked. Like I said, I love Superman and comics in general so automatically I was baited into being a fan of this show. To jump in on this episode was quite the experience. I had no idea who most of the characters were – but it was set in high school. From my previous posts, you know how much I love high school / teen dramas. Then, there was this guy with super strength saving his friends from being pummeled to death by jocks affected by a super gatorade-esque drink spiked with love potion from cheerleaders – WHAT!? Then, I realized the super strong guy’s name was Clark. Clark Kent. And one of the girls’ name was Lois.


Hold the phone. As in Superman ‘Clark and Lois’?? Let me just read up on the show… It’s called SMALLVILLE. Surely enough this was a show about the teen life of Superman and his journey to becoming Superman. I hurried up and found out what channels were airing the first few seasons and never looked back! Thanks ABC Family.

The show is what got me into my other favorite sci-fi dramas including Charmed, Buffy, Angel, Roswell, Supernatural, Heroes, and Firefly. The list certainly goes on. More than just a high school drama, the show was an interesting interpretation on the story that I thought I already I knew. A funny thing about my experience with this show is that I couldn’t exactly binge watch it like I can do now a days (except for ABC Family’s marathons). I watched a few episodes out of order, because I had to catch it when it was being syndicated on ABC Family. The first episode I watched after Devoted was Zero, from season one. I was also watching season four as it aired on The WB (0:26). Basically, I was all over the place with this show and when I finally circled back to the pilot episode – I wouldn’t let anything or anyone disturb me from catching on to every name, every Superman reference, every romantic moment between Clark and Lana, because I was trying to figure out what had happened with those two while watching the current fourth season. Because you know, Lois was there.

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Clark’s default ‘playing dumb’ face.
Then, after experiencing (watching) the rocky relationship between Clark and Lana during the three seasons, Lois’s entrance to the show was a breathe of fresh air. I mean, I love Clark and Lana’s drama and romance, but after a few seasons of Clark’s lies and Lana’s demands – Lois’s quirkiness and kick-ass attitude coupled with Clark’s awkwardness was amazing to watch.

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Their chemistry was undeniable!
Now that I have watched the entire series (several times over) and own all of the seasons on DVD – I am pretty much something of an expert on all things Smallville. Here are some of the things that I absolutely love about the show, along with things that annoy me as well. There were a few things that I thought I was entitled to seeing on the show and at times (later seasons) the show didn’t live up to my expectations in terms of character interpretations and connections to the comics (and the animated Superman and Justice League series). I mean it’s my favorite show, and I am not shy to talk about some of the crap that I had to put up with while watching it as the writers were really testing me in the later seasons. So, here we go…

Clark Kent

My first impression of Clark was: Wow, he’s pretty. Seriously, Tom Welling is absolutely beautiful and back in 2001, he played the heck out of the high school freshman Clark Kent. From the comics, I expected the stereotypical terribly awkward and clumsy kind of a guy (even though Clark was faking it to mask his totally poised nature). And sure, Tom did ‘justice’ to Clark’s awkward and clumsy nature (see what I did there), but the stereotypical high school (outsider) was NOT an impression that Tom could even try to fake. I mean, the guy looked like a modern day prince charming. Gorgeous.

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His eyes alone could pierce right through you (even without the heat vision)! Now, enough with my semi-objectifying of Tom Welling. His portrayal of how lonely Clark was and how strongly he just wanted to fit in and be a normal teenager in high school was believable, especially scenes where he would tower over everyone as they moved out and about their lives without him.

Due to his burgeoning super powers, early on in the series he had to miss out on being a part of sports (football), being totally honest about this whereabouts (when he was saving people), and dating. He actually only wanted to date one girl in particular, Lana Lang, but she wore a meteor rock (kryptonite) necklace – so she literally made Clark weak to his knees when she was around him. But, he couldn’t take his eyes off of her and I loved seeing their longing stares.

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Other than his love for Lana, Clark had to deal with obeying his father’s wishes (Jonathan Kent) to just blend in and try his best not to get caught using his powers, while at the same time accepting that he is different from everyone else.

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A lot to put on a teenager’s shoulders, huh? Since Clark had the superhero mentality from the beginning, he couldn’t just sit and watch when danger loomed over his town. He was always at the right place at the wrong time or the wrong place at the right time – depending on how you look at it. So when the time came for questions to be asked, Clark had to lie about his whereabouts or his connection to anything beyond the normal. Most of the time he tried to prove his innocence to his best friend (soon-to-be-arch-nenemis)…

Lex Luthor

Some of the best scenes in Smallville come from Clark trying to convince Lex that he’s totally a normal teen and the fact that he was always at the scene of something out of the normal happening was totally a coincidence. I got to give it to Lex, he does try his best to believe Clark in the beginning and just wants a normal friendship. Clark was like the brother that he didn’t get the chance to have (re: Julian and all of the other bros/siblings (Tess) that popped up later on). He even protects Clark on a number occasions when his money could do the talking.

But, Lex always had something dark inside of him and I think all of the lies and deceit (coming from his end too) just caught up with him and blurred the lines between good and evil. His distrust of Clark after he knew for sure that Clark was lying to his face (Lex’s got resources, so it was only a matter of time when he could buy the truth) ate away at his soul and he couldn’t and wouldn’t take it any more. The same with Clark. Season five’s Mortal allowed both Clark and Lex to punch it out on an even playing field when Clark became mortal.

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Clark knew that Lex was losing his soul (figuratively and literally) and there would be times when he knew Lex was definitely lying to his face. All of the back and forth – I’m your best friend – I would never lie to you – You can trust me – pretty much crumbled their friendship and Clark made it his mission to catch Lex in his wrong doings and Lex wanted to reveal Clark’s true powers (and take advantage of them).

There’s a perfect example in season four’s Transference. How could Clark explain this situation? Other than the fact that his body was possessed by the evil Lionel Luthor and Lionel was using Clark’s powers against Lex…

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Of course, when Clark approached Lex again (having returned to his own body), Lex was prepared for some answers. Like right now!

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I’ll just play dumb and hopefully he buys it.
Clark always had to play dumb and convince Lex to believe some story of how he “wasn’t himself” and that the strength was “adrenaline”or something. Slap to the forehead! Really? That wasn’t the only time this type of situation and even crazier situations have happened to prove that Clark and Lex’s relationship would be the stuff of legends. I think Lex’s final descent into darkness came in season four’s Onyx, when Lex is literally split into his two selves – good and evil.

Face / Off, I mean Transference

Season four’s Transference is one of my favorite episodes as it reminds me of one of one of my favorite films, Face / Off, starring John Travolta and Nicholas Cage. Basically, good guy’s identity is held hostage by his nemesis via face swapping. Hmm, I wonder if the writers knew what they were doing here. In any case, it’s a great episode, especially the prison fight scene with Jimmy Eat World’s Pain playing as the soundtrack. But look, am I wrong…

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I’d like to take his face…off.
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And then…

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Come at me, bro.

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Did you catch that reference?
Chloe, The Wall of Weird, and Meteor Freaks

Back at Smallville High School, home of the Smallville Crows…Clark has this genius and adorable bestie named Chloe Sullivan. Chloe was one of the names I didn’t recognized when I first watched Devoted, so I didn’t catch on quick enough that I was watching a show about Superman. Chloe is a character made up specifically for the show as a “Lois Lane proto-type.” She’s the editor and chief at The Torch (high school paper) and the pioneer of the Wall of Weird.

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She’s collected clippings and articles about the paranormal and ‘weirdness’ in Smallville after the first meteor shower (Clark’s plight to Earth from the planet Krypton). A mere notebook couldn’t contain all of the strange and questionable happenings, so she used a wall. Of course, she showed the wall to Clark to impress him, but little did she know that Clark is the sole reason that her wall even exists. The wall jumpstarts Clark’s mission to help those that he affected by coming to Earth and allowing people to be transformed by the infected meteors and thus becoming monsters of themselves and wreaking havoc in Smallville. Thanks, Chloe.

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And the monster of the week is…
The infected persons are dubbed ‘Meteor Freaks’ (basically meta-humans or mutants). The kryptonite-laced meteor fragments from the meteor shower somehow mixed into their system during some extraordinary event, like getting caught in frozen water littered with kryptonite meteor rocks for an extended period of time (Ice Man-type freak), or having a flock of insects attack you after crashing your car full of kryptonite infected insects (Bug Boy-type freak). After the freaks set their sights on destroying those who’ve wronged them while they were relatively normal teens – Clark comes in to save the day! With a little help from his friends…

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Chloe (along with Pete Ross [who annoys me, so I’m not going to bother writing about him]) is unknowingly and knowingly Clark’s sidekick – filling him in on the freaks and giving him a head start on how to stop them from causing more damage. Once again, thanks Chloe. But of course, Clark has to lie about how and why he can even go toe to toe with the freaks to stop them.

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I’ll just play dumb and hopefully she buys it.
Before long, it’s revealed that Chloe is in love with Clark (how could she not be) and just being his sidekick and best friend was not always enough. Clark did love Chloe (how could he not), albeit only as a friend.

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How could you not love this smile?
Their bond grows deeper after she finds out that she was right all along about Clark being extraordinary. All of the lies and dumb excuses start to make sense and Clark can just tell Chloe that he’s going to save the day and she’s like, ‘I got your back’ and gladly embraces her sidekick status! THANKS. CHLOE.

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Clark’s Loves

I mentioned earlier that the early seasons of Smallville centered around Clark’s love for Lana Lang. And I admit, I rooted for them until I realized that Lois Lane would soon be gracing Smallville with her presence and SHE was Clark’s soulmate. But I was torn (still am) by which girl is rightfully Clark’s true love. I sometimes argue that Chloe is Clark’s true love by her wit and heroism from the earlier seasons – before the writers turned her into some sort of ‘computer wiz’ and living ‘brainiac’ in the later seasons. Seriously, after she leaves The Daily Planet, she loses her Chloe-ness that I grew to love over the years. I mean, she rightfully deserved to be at the Daily Planet and that’s more than I can say for Lois Lane (later on).

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But Lois’s first few seasons (seasons four – five and some of six) were when I loved her the most. She was strong and quippy. Most of all, she ticked Clark off. Before Lois, Clark tried his best to get along with everyone and was always Mr. Likable until Lois came around to shake things up. There was actually someone to annoy Clark and to get him into ‘normal’ trouble with his folks like in season four’s Gone.

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Didn’t know Clark had it in him, huh Mrs. K?
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Lois drove Clark crazy…in an adorable way. The more she spoke up for herself and got herself into hot water, the more Clark had to step in and be HER sidekick. I think he liked that about her.

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However, in later seasons, Lois becomes this whiney damsel, pining after The Blur (Clark’s first attempt of a Superhero name). I got so sick of her meeting in the telephone booth, calling after this mysterious shadow vigilante. I honestly think, their relationship was rushed into a romantic one anyway. Especially since the writers kind of weakened her character after she already dated two other superheroes in previous seasons (Aquaman and Green Arrow). I struggled taking her and Clark seriously. I never saw the romantic-chemistry between the two of them like I saw between Clark and Lana.

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I feel like the writers were shoving Lois and Clark down our throats after Lana left the show. The earlier seasons took the time to show Clark falling in love with Lana, and she with him. Clark put Lana through so much crap, because she knew that he loved her and she let him pull her in. But he wasn’t honest with her and all of the lies pushed her away. The fact that she loved him made her forgive him on many occasions and Clark constantly had to try his best to be the best for her while at the same time keeping his responsibilities in check. His true identity could put her in more trouble than he already had by being close to him (re: season three’s Exile). When he did hurt her, it took him time to forgive himself to be close with her again. He had to push her away to keep her safe, but Lana didn’t understand that.

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Even at some of Clark’s most vulnerable moments like in season five’s Reckoning, when Jonathan Kent dies. Lana tried to hold on to the threads of her love for Clark, even though he was hardening up and closing himself off. If she knew what he was really going through (Clark going back in time to save her from dying and instead Jonathan’s life is switched for hers), she probably wouldn’t have been so hard on him about the faults in their relationships.

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JK funeral Clark

Which is why Lana started to tick me off in later seasons. She treated Clark like he was this horrible person (mainly because he sometimes had to be to keep her safe) who lied and willingly hurt her feelings. I hated the both of them for treating each other terribly (especially Lana marrying Lex in season six’s Promise). I think Clark could have just told her the truth though instead of stringing her along all of those years. She found out eventually, though, and it’s excellent. But, being honest from the start would have saved them both a lot of heartache. However, Reckoning was a gift of an episode where Clark actually told Lana everything and proposed to her.

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Their blissfulness led them down a dangerous path, though, as Lana (now knowing Clark’s secret) became a target to Lex’s crazed demand to be in on the truth as well…resulting in Lana dying. Clark (not having that) changes the past and this time around he doesn’t tell her the truth, thus further pushing Lana away, losing her anyway. She’s now the reason Jonathan is gone, Clark unintentionally weighing her life over his own father’s. The episode is beautiful though, especially the ending soundtracked with Peter Gabriel’s I Grieve. The episode is what I had been waiting to see happen between Clark and Lana FOR YEARS, but I also got to see how (why) Lana knowing Clark’s secret was a dangerous idea.

No matter how much in love Clark was with Lana, I don’t think Clark trusted her enough to be strong enough to handle whatever bad could happen to her if she knew his secret. At least, not in the beginning. It could be that he loved her too much to burden her with the task of keeping his secret. Though she found out eventually and we see how well that worked out (Clark ends up with Lois). All of their ups and downs made a relationship worth watching on television, though.

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I’ll just play dumb and hopefully…

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Not this time, Clark!
When the Comics Invade Smallville

I think Smallville finally became Superman’s story, when more other DC superheroes and villains made their way to town. Season four introduced a few comic characters like Myxlplyx in Jinx, Bart Allen (“Impulse” / The Flash) in Runand of course Lois Lane in Crusade. Also, Clark (as Kal-El) actually flies in this episode and it’s amazing!

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Season five introduces fan favorites like Brainiac (played by Buffy alum James Masters), Aquaman, and Cyborg. I think season six is where the series and comics smash-collide in a great way. Green Arrow becomes a re-occurring character, later to become a series regular, played by Justin Hartley.

His presence pushes Clark to finally see that he can’t do this whole saving the world thing alone and needs a little help from others like him – superheroes. You gotta love season six’s Justice. Seeing so many of DC’s finest in live action was something Smallville fans (DC fans in general) had been waiting on for a long time. Can you imagine how stoked I am for Batman v. Superman: Dawn of Justice and Suicide Squad next year?

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We get a full view of Martian Manhunter in season six’s Phantom (he’s introduced in season six’s Static). Season seven introduces Kara Kent (Supergirl) who’s a series regular that season. Clark basically gets to train her to get used to her abilities just as he had to do in earlier seasons. He became something of a big brother figure. His relationship with Kara was strong, because he had to protect her from those willing to exploit her (cough, Lex) and teach her about the importance of having a secret identity. The thing was, Kara wasn’t raised by humans and she didn’t like to think of her powers as a secret or burden. Well, until she meets Jimmy Olsen (introduced in season six). Then, she wants to be a relatively normal girl. Overall, Kara and Clark’s relationship on the show is a great nod to the comics.

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In the case of other characters like Davis Bloome, Tess Mercer, and ‘Major’ Zod – I could have lived without on the show. Surely they tried to fill the void of the villain / anti-hero after Lex Luthor left in season seven. I mean, maybe if they had more time to develop and they started their origins in earlier seasons, I would have taken them more seriously. But honestly, after seeing Lex from season one to his last episode (not including his return in season ten’s series finale) and him developing as the villain, any other bad guy was just filler. Tess Mercer was forced on us and I grew annoyed by how she was supposedly bad, but also good. What made Lex’s villain status so amazing was his chemistry with Clark. Something the later villains lacked.

Characters like Hawkman, Black Canary, and Dr. Fate’s time on the show was just so rushed and I didn’t care about their characters other than the fact they were from the comics. That’s what pains me the most about the series – rushed storylines and empty-important characters. Yeah, sure it’s great to see the Justice League coming into fruition, but what about filling out the characters more? Major props to the costume department though. At least the characters looked great!

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…before they were on The Flash

Hanging with my favorite Martian.
Hanging with my favorite Martian.

Anyway, I love the show and I’m sure that if I watch the series again (for the hundredth time), I’ll spot even more things that I love and hate about it. I grew with the show as a teen and now that I am an adult, my perspective of certain characters could possibly change. Maybe. In any case, I hold the show dear and there’s so much more that I could say about it. I mean season eight through ten deserve their own blog (Post-Lex Smallville). Then there’s my love/hate view of what the series did with The Daily Planet and how Lois and Clark somehow became journalists without finishing college. Or even, community college. Then I could rant about Chloe’s character evolution.

Plus, there’s all of the actors that started on Smallville and went into their own series or starred in other DC related films: Jensen Ackles (Supernatural), Adam Brody (The OC), Amy Adams (Man of Steel), Ian Somerhalder (The Vampire Diaries), and Paul Wesley (The Vampire Diaries). Then, there’s appearance from Brian Austin Green and Tori Spelling (Beverly Hills, 90210), Christopher Reeve (Superman), Lynda Carter (Wonder Woman series), Dean Cain and Teri Hatcher (Lois & Clark), Carrie Fisher (Star Wars), and so on! Also, Smallville set the tone for new DC comic-centric shows on The CW like Arrow, The Flash, and even Gotham (on Fox). So much to discuss, and maybe I’ll do a part two. Maybe. Watch the series if you have enough time for ten seasons!

‘Til Next Time.

P.S. I do not own any of the photos (or videos) and I do not claim any credit for any of their edits. 🙂